HAIS .
Long time since i post my last blog .
Zhen & Joanna ,
Thhanks for peiiing me when im dwn or stress .
ILY all lahs (:
Bee , This few days i knw im nt being myself .
But pls endure wid me .
I ddunno whys myself wil become lidat .
I dont wish too .
I knw i've been giving you attitdue .
But understand me , since ah da that things .
Make me gg insane .
You told me nt to thinks so much .
I tried but i juss cnt stop thinking too much .
I scare if they iniist it me thn you have some problems working wid them .
One is me & another is ur haidi kia .
):
Its be v difficult for you .
I knw .
But you really understand hw i feel .
I ddunno is i thinking too much nt .
I somehw cnt feel th love in you .
Pls , tell me wht to do .
I've alr given you th time to meet yours brother all .
I thinks is all bout me .
Maybe you do feel th pressure being tgt wid me .
But you din say .
All i can say is im sorry .
I tend to thinks alots .
Which somehow led to my mood swing & giving you attitdue ):
I really really LOVE you lahs .
Tts all i can say .
When i wid you , i've forgotten who im when im without you .
All i want is your love & care .
TONY WONG WEI QIANG !
I'll never let you go unless you let me go .
ILY (:





This song is for you , my bee .
This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn’t realize it at the time
I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don’t really expect you to eitherIt’s just...
I don’t even knowJust listen…
You’re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel
That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies
I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn’t care when push came to shove
If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly
I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong
I really wanna show you
I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘causeI wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart
At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain
Damn it,
I’m insane,Take away the painTake away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work
What about when youLooked into my eyes
Told me you loved meAs you would hugged me
I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss youYou were my everything
And I really miss you
I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
Ithought maybe you did tooYou would understand,
but…No matter what,
you’ll always be in my heart
You’ll always be my baby
Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse
We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care
Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess
You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying
Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘causeI wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss youYou were my everything
And I really miss you
And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to beI guess now,
we’ll never knowThe only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me i just want you to be happy