That's When I Love You
When Nothing You Do Could Change My Mind
Saturday, September 6, 2008
SATURDAY
Hais .
Here im to blog again soon after i run away from home .
Im so happy that you will ask me why i run home .
At least you somehow care .
Alot pples to me to give up on you .
But i really ddnno f i should or not .
All i know is iloveyou but somehow you dont .
Whya cnt you be frank wid me ?
You once told someone that you already have no feeling for me but when i ask for patch .
You din say or tell me .
What th hell you are thinking ?
You want me give up on you , tell me straight .
Or not i'll anyhow think dehs ley .
Hais .
Its really a difficult fact for me to take that im goanna lose you forever .
I know alot things bout you boy , but i dont care .
I believe that i can chng you but somehow, you dont give me th chance to .
Not now , not in th future .
Im really really tired of relationship .
Im like a dead vampire .
Can move aroun but not have feeling anymore .
I once read bout my past life .
It told me that im a flirt in th past , this life i will kanna played by many guys .
I find it quite true .
I only love two guys in my lfe til now .
One is GARY , one is TONY .
But TWWQ , you are th only one i truely wanna spend my life with dehs .
You gave me that love i've never felt .
But whys you stil choose to leave me ?
I try not to think but once i think of you or what , i'll feel like a deep knife kanna cut thru my heart .
Its v v v pain .
I wanted to be at least a friend even thought not stead but somehow , you is like avoiding me .
Or izzi i think too much ?
I hope we can at least be back to friends .
When im sad , you can pei me tok or whatsoever .
Alright ?
Hehehe .
Im learning to let go .
Cos i know , if i truely love you , I MUST LET YOU GO !
NO POINT CLINGING ON SOMETHINGS WHICH DONT BELONG TO US .
IF YOU COME BACK , YOU ARE MINE .
IF YOU DONT .
YOU FOREVER WONT BE MINE (:
Im looking for jobs now .
If successful .
I wont have time to peii my sisters all .
Forgive me alright .
(:
Stil i'll find time to come dwn dehs .
BOY , if you read my this post .
Hopefully it wont stress you bahs .
Concentrate on doing your things .
No have to worry for me .
I'll be fine .
YOU WILL MAKE ME STRONGER ! (: