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| Monday, June 30, 2008
GARY LOW MING HAO =DD
161007 - LOVE START ! 070108 - LOVE END ! BABY, I'LL WAIT FOR YOU !! MONDAY
Here im again . LOL ! Siian . Today woke up late for school . Wtf ! I woke @ 7am . Farking rush to school . Yet ling all stil ater dhen me . ASS ~ Thn we chiog cab go school . Luck the uncle allow 5 pples . Or not have to split cab . Haha ! Assembly, we have a "SPECIAL " talk . Its bout drugs . Wht katemine all this . Say wht posses drugs will have serious consequences . 2 to 5 years in prisonment & fine up to 50000 dollar . OMG ! I scared bodoh . But i dont take drugs lahs . Lmao . Next talk bout inhaler abuse . ALL my class mates took at me with that kind of eyesight . Cos i once pick up GLUE SNIFFING ! Was caught . Kanna counselling all . I wont forget how th nurses took my blood test . WHOAWHOA ! Shi tong dehs lo . Plus, i no blood give them dehs siol . I so skinny sia . Took one side not enuff . Thn took another side . After th whole session, Pain til i totally n strength to hold anythings . POOR me right ? But i derserve it . I regretted deeply for pickinh up glue sniffing . So dont learn frm me . Its not fun at all . Its an advice frm me cos i been thru it liaos . During physic lesson, i keep sleep & sleep . Aloysius also do th same things . We both sleep tillike there no tmrrs . Funny siol . Ms soh din say anythings . I think she gave up on us ? I ddunno ley . End school bout 220 . Meet up with JOANNA , BAO , LUN , KHRY & ONG at balam . Slack , smoke all . Thn actually is go bao hhuse dehs . But ong wanna go home thn i also kinda tired jiu go home too . Be4 heading to th bustopp , I peii ong go oppsite th bustopp but his wax . Lmao ! Know wht next ? When ong is paying , i stand outside wait for him . Got two indias suddenly fight . Scarly bodoh . Thn one of themhit til my pain . Its like WTH siol . Pain lahs fucker =( Reach home @ bout 345 . Bathe & slpp . I admit that i love to slpps . SO ? Its not wrong right . Woke up @ bout 7 . Bathe, watch tv and est . Online at bout 8 after my channel 8 show . Chat & chat . Thn NB got this fucker keep pester me . I put auto msggs liaos ehs . Still keep nudge . NO MANNERS siol . Go home learn lahs . ASSHOLEEEEEEEEEEE ; BASTARDDDDDDDDDDDDD ~ Ended up , he guaiguai liaos . Leave me alone . LOL . Such a good dog lahs dey . Next time bring you go out kkays =DD Shall end here . Its time for bedtime . Off i go . Bye . TC everyone . Sunday, June 29, 2008
YOU WERE MY EVERYTHINGS =DD
This goes out to someone that wasOnce the most important person in my life. I didn’t realize it at the timeI can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you. SoI don’t really expect you to eitherIt’s just... I don’t even knowJust listen… You’re the one that I want, the one that I need The one that I gotta have just to succeed When I first saw you, I knew it was realI’m sorry about the pain I made you feelThat wasn’t me; let me show you the wayI looked for the sun, but it’s raining today I remember when I first looked into your eyes It was like God was there, heaven in the skiesI wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt But I didn’t know I made everything worse You told me we were crazy in love But you didn’t care when push came to shove If you loved me as much as you said you did Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me I loved you with my heart, really and truly I guess you forgot about the times that we shared When I would run my fingers through your hairLate nights, just holding you in my armsI don’t know how I could do you so wrong I really wanna show you I really need to hold you I really wanna know you like no one could else know you You’re number one, always in my heart And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart Chorus I need you and I miss you and I want you andI love you causeI wanna hold you, I wanna kiss you You were my everything And I really miss you I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand The thought of that just shatters my heart It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart At times we was off I was scared to show you Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you Without you, everything seems strangeYour name is forever planted in my brainDamn it, I’m insane, Take away the pain Take away the hurtBaby, we can make it work What about when youLooked into my eyes Told me you loved meAs you would hugged me I guess everything you said was a lie I think about it, it brings tears to my eyesNow I’m not even a thought in your mindI can see clearly, my love is not blind I need you and I miss you and I want you and I love you ‘causeI wanna hold you, I wanna kiss youYou were my everythingAnd I really miss you
I had a special feeling about you I thought maybe you did tooYou would understand, but…No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart You’ll always be my babyOur first day, it seemed so magicalI remember all the time that I had with you Remember when you first came to my house? You looked like an angel wearing that blouse We hit it off, I knew it was real But now I can’t take all the pain that I feelReach in your heart, I know I’m still there I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care Remember the times? Remember when we kissed? I didn’t think you would ever do me like this I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed I thought you’d be there for me, this I confessYou said you were my best friend, was that a lie? Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m tryingNow on the inside it feels like I’m dying Chorus I need you and I miss you and I want you and I love you ‘causeI wanna hold you, I wanna kiss you You were my everything And I really miss you
I just thought we were meant to beI guess now, we’ll never know The only thing I want is for you to be happy Whether it be with me, or without me i just want you to be happy SUNDAY
FIRSTLY , thanks JOANNA for heping me make my blog yeah . ILY girl x)) LOL . Ehmm . Quite long din blog liaos . I know you guys miss me rights . * LAUGH ! Im so bhb siol . Whtever kkays . Woke up @ 10 plus dhen when to eat dinner with my bro . Thn chiong to work . Kinda tired but wht to do ? Reach bugis bout 1245 . Thn smoke be4 reporting to work . Know a new friend, i dont know how pronounce her name lahs . So when i knw thn tell you all kays . HEHES ! End work bout 7 plus ? LOL ! I miss a 63 bus dhen have to wait foe 20 MINS siol . WTH ~ Gotta go liaos . BYE ! Shall blog again tmrrs =DD BOY, i'll wait for you ! Wednesday, June 25, 2008
WEDNESDAY
Here im to blog again . Haha ! So shiok . Today start school at 835 . So have to reach school by 820 . I met up with ling, joanna, khry . LMAO ! We chng our daily routine . Last time was 'PRATA , PRATA & PRATA ' . Today we went to eat MEEPOKKKKK . Power siol . Haha x)) Reach school at bout 815 . All SEC 4 & 5 have to go hall . Joanna they all dont need, cos they not sec 4 & 5 ! Stil sec 3 only . LOL ;DD The reason is to have a career talks with us . Its talk bout after your secondary school life, Wht you wanna be ? Where you wanna go ? Im thinking of gg higher nitec first dhen go poly but i stil thinking . Cos im not those study type deh wors . LOL ~ Dhen have our recess . My last two period is d&t . Michael foong talk & talk but i din are . I only slpps & slpps . hehe ! My papa nag liaos . GTG =DD SOMETHING TO SHOW YOU ALL . ITS NICE =DD ![]() Tuesday, June 24, 2008
First Day of School I slept at bout 5-15 inthe morning & woke up at 6-15 for school . Kinda weird is that im not tired yet quite have loads energy . HAHA ! Funny de me . Okays whtever ~ Im abit insane now . Wire go wrong connection . LOL :) Ehmm , whys i'll slpps at 5plus in the morning is that i cnt slpps at all . I've been thining alots alots of rubbish i think . I think of not gg back schhs , longer holidays , my family problems & MOST IMPORTANTLY , BOY - GIRL RELATIONSHIP ! Seriously im sick & tired liaos . But who really und me ? YOU ? Nahh , i dont think so . Cos i dont even und myself sometime . Whys must thr have L-O-V-E in this world ? But come to think bout it . If there's no LOVE , where will have us ! OMG ` Im clever * LAUGHS =DD I went to chat with GARY over sms but only for awhile but at least he replied me . So i stil stand a chance ? Hees . After smsing with GARY , I stil could not slpps . I went looking thru my phonebook . I call bout 3 to 4 pples . But none ans . SOBBS ! Is thr nobody be thr for me when i need them ? Finally , RAICHU ans my call . We chat on the phone , sharing our point of view for boy - girl relationship . Suddenly he send me a msggs or L-O-V-E ! I read it . It was farking MEANINGUL lahs day . Its wrote : 香烟爱上火柴注定被伤害,不要轻易说爱,许下的承诺就是欠下的债。老鼠对猫说我爱你,猫说你走开,老鼠流泪走开,谁也没看见老鼠走后猫也流了一滴泪,其实有一种爱叫做放弃。一只风筝一辈子只会为一根线冒险。女人善变的是脸,男人善变的是心,在爱的世界里面,没有谁对不起谁,只有谁不懂得珍惜谁,叶子的离开,是因为风的追求,还是书的不免留,谁也说不清楚。问世间情为何物,佛日“废物”。其实一个人不孤单,想一个人才孤单。每一个城市的角落都在演释不懂得故事。开始相信生命只是一场尘世的烟花,时而锤榄事而荒凉。 Monday, June 23, 2008
MONDAY
I woke up at 5plus . Actually meeting ling all at 1plus but i over slept . Was too tired so din turn up . SORRY guys (: I meet ling all at 6plus at 366 . We slack and play poker all . That all bahs . I've no mood now . TC guys . LASTLY, n0 GUYS allowed !! IHATEGUYS !
WHYS WHYS WHYS ? GUYS ARE ALL JERKS ! FOOKOFF :( MONDAY
I woke up at 5plus . Actually meeting ling all at 1plus but i over slept .Was too tired so din turn up . SORRY guys (: I meet ling all at 6plus at 366 . We slack and play poker all .That all bahs . I've no mood now . TC guys . LASTLY, n0 GUYS allowed !! Saturday, June 21, 2008
SATURDAY Here my first blog . Hais . I was sick from ytdd . Ytdd i went vivo meet ah pang . Than watch NEVER BACK DOWN . To me is not a very nice show but to ah pang , he find it nice . LOL ! Its bout a club where peoples fight thr . Go & see for yourself bahs :) I went home with my sister @ bout 10plus . When i reach home , i have th feeling that im gg fall sick & i really did . Hahas . AH PANG AH PANG ! All you faults . JOKING (:
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