That's When I Love You When Nothing You Do Could Change My Mind |
| Friday, August 14, 2009
Sigh. Such unpleasent day. Yesterday night bout 11plus, suddenly jio for mj. Ended up, decided t g chup lao thr for mj session. Cab with anqi, huiling and didi. While clarissa took another cab down. Bringing one guy down. Which is her so called boyf i think. LOLS, a guy who she interested in bah. Not my concern either. Started playing bout 12plus. Clarissa took turn t play with her tts guy friend. Funny ah. Share and ended up lose. (: Played bout morning 6plus 7. Went t have breakfast and stuffs. Jiu bused back ubi. Once reach home, father was like fcuking angry. I also dont know whys. Tried t beat us with chairs. Darm scary cn. I've nvr seem him lidat. Hais, mayb bad mood. DD: Thn father took away my phone. Shyt mans! I cannot live w/o my phone. Omgs! Hows? Supposed t meet J for movie ltr on in th afternoon, but think its impossible. S i tried calling him but no ans. So i asked elvina t text him. Saying my phone kanna confiscated and not meeting him le. Im darm so shag and heartbroken cn. But what t do, i believe its my faults. So decided t sleep and dont care bout my phone first. Sigh sigh sigh. Feeling darm fcuked up. Wokeup bout 6plus 7. Keep searching for my phone in my father room. Finally, after searching high and low, I'VE FOUND IT MANS! So glad and happy. Received many missed calls and messages. Some asking me things, some asking me out. But im like no mood lo. So rejected all. Should i just take th phone or put it back th same place as whr he kept? Think see bah. O.o Confused! Ate my dinner and here im blogging. Working at amk tmr with zhuzhu they all. Hopefully, i wont let my personal feeling affected my work. Cn i? LOLS, i dont know. J, i've been wanting t tell you. But i just cant say it out. How? Last time you woud alway message me once youre awake but nowadays, you dont. Or im really thining too much. Cant you feel tts i like you? Everythings happen for a reasons. Mayb its fate playing tricks on us. I hope not. Parents are driving me crazy, youre th one who i cn rely on. But seem tts you dont need me.
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