That's When I Love You When Nothing You Do Could Change My Mind |
| Thursday, November 12, 2009
The day be4, went hougang with clar and cheryl t play mj. Quite a last mins rush deh. Cos cheryl surpse t go boat quay uh. But never, s jio me for mj. Cab over at around 1plus from tamp dwn t ubi thn t hougang. Quite ex uh, $20plus. Hahah. But i dont really mind uh. PLayed two pok, win $12 :D Than around morning 7plus, cabbed back t chup lao with same peoples thn from thr. I cabbed back ubi while sending clar t bustopp. And she ownself bused back. Wokeup at around 6plus. Bathed and eat jiu bused over t pasir ris, huiling bd. Toke 21 and walk into pasir ris park bbq pit 10. Reach thr saw joanna, cs, baby they all. They are starting th fire. But seem like no used uh. LOLS. Slack, drink, played poker and eat. Whoooooooooooo, got my favourite prawns! Hahah. Ended up, huiling drun cos we keep make her drunk. 3plus we gotta t use trolley drag her take cab. OMG! Darm heavy ah. Buay tahan sio. Than down t boat quay and meet up with friends. Talked and drink. Home at 9plus. After talking t you, i realise what i really need and want. Ya, true i dont have th courage. Cos i fear. Thankyou alot for waking me up (: Had a big big quarrel with him. Cos i bluff and lie t him. But smetime i dont mean t, cos what you say and do really scared me. What more you stil expext me do. You told me once i tell you whr i went, you will let go me. But you cant and you din. Whys? I really tired and SCARE of you. I know you will be reading my blog deh. Hope you will fully und what i mean and said. But i cried over at th bbq. I din know you meant s much t me. You can scold me slut or whatever cb. I wont say anythings. Cos im in wrong. Say i can meet guys but i cant meet you, whys not say whys i dont wanna meet you? Cos IM SCARE! You tried threatening me. Now is become i scare you not love you anymore. Get it? I really love you but i stil choose t leave you. Cos i dont want us keep quarreling over th same things and we cant adapt t each other lifestyle. Over all, thanks for caring and be thr for me when i runaway from home. (: Hope we're stil friends. I might as well remain single? Maybe that wil be better. Agreed.
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