I miss my home, how how how? :(

Been thru many different things.
Examples, friends.
Hais, its very hurting.
I thought its all over le, but seem like, things happen over again.
Can you imagine, how i feel?
We've been s close, yet such things happen.
If you say i wei le work and make you feel wei nan, but i've alr text you many times sorry.
What more do you expect eh? Sigh, enuff and enuff le kays.
Im really tired and enuff of all these.
Friendship hurt more thn relatinship.

Labels, Kepp it t myself! (:

LOLS, sorry for not blogging yeah. Im running away from home.
Here im at ecp mac, blogging.
Using th free internet. (:
Bored,

Many many things have happened.
Be it happy or nor happy.
But th most disappointing is you!
I dont know if you know it but i dont care anymore.
You really disappointed me alot.
Im totally speechless.

Imissmyhome!

Sigh. Such unpleasent day.
Yesterday night bout 11plus, suddenly jio for mj.
Ended up, decided t g chup lao thr for mj session.
Cab with anqi, huiling and didi.
While clarissa took another cab down.
Bringing one guy down. Which is her so called boyf i think.
LOLS, a guy who she interested in bah.
Not my concern either.
Started playing bout 12plus.
Clarissa took turn t play with her tts guy friend.
Funny ah. Share and ended up lose. (:
Played bout morning 6plus 7.
Went t have breakfast and stuffs.
Jiu bused back ubi.
Once reach home, father was like fcuking angry.
I also dont know whys. Tried t beat us with chairs.
Darm scary cn. I've nvr seem him lidat.
Hais, mayb bad mood. DD:
Thn father took away my phone.
Shyt mans! I cannot live w/o my phone. Omgs! Hows?
Supposed t meet J for movie ltr on in th afternoon, but think its impossible.
S i tried calling him but no ans.
So i asked elvina t text him.
Saying my phone kanna confiscated and not meeting him le.
Im darm so shag and heartbroken cn.
But what t do, i believe its my faults.
So decided t sleep and dont care bout my phone first.
Sigh sigh sigh.
Feeling darm fcuked up.
Wokeup bout 6plus 7.
Keep searching for my phone in my father room.
Finally, after searching high and low, I'VE FOUND IT MANS!
So glad and happy.
Received many missed calls and messages.
Some asking me things, some asking me out.
But im like no mood lo. So rejected all.
Should i just take th phone or put it back th same place as whr he kept?
Think see bah. O.o Confused!
Ate my dinner and here im blogging.

Working at amk tmr with zhuzhu they all.
Hopefully, i wont let my personal feeling affected my work.
Cn i? LOLS, i dont know.

J, i've been wanting t tell you. But i just cant say it out. How?
Last time you woud alway message me once youre awake but nowadays, you dont.
Or im really thining too much.
Cant you feel tts i like you?
Everythings happen for a reasons.
Mayb its fate playing tricks on us.
I hope not.
Parents are driving me crazy, youre th one who i cn rely on.
But seem tts you dont need me.

Yesterday off.
But wokeup early pei jiejie dwn t parkway for her manicure and pedicure.
Cos she leaving malaysia with her boyf.
Wokeup bout 10plus.
Bathe and washup, jiu cab over t pp.
Walk arounf and found only one manicure shop budden asked us wait.
My jiejie dont want, so jiu continue searching for better and dont need wait deh.
Walk all round pp but no have.
So decided t try our luck at roxy square. (:
Hahah, finally found one. After so long.
Walk in while th lady is still attending t other customer.
So jiejie and i went for a smoke and back t thr.
Started bout 12plus, ended around 1plus.
Its kinda fast cos jiejie told her, she's rushing for time.
I got my nails painted yellow gold while leg, baby blue.
Jiejie nails painted, light pink while leg a darker pink.
She's crazy over pink, while im not.
I hated pink! :]
Cabed home around 2pm.

Once reach home, i fall alseep quite soon.
Wokeup bout 4plus.
Cos gotta meet girlf for movie.
Hahah. Watched th ' Gi Joe '.
Thumbs up! :DD
I wanna watch, jack neo new movie. ' Where got ghosts '.
Nice, who wanna g? :)
Soon after movie, meetup with clarissa babe.
And trained dwn t aljunied t daddy jeric house for mj.
Idiot, half way dwn, he told me, have more legs wanna join in.
So no choice, have t share t play. Like pathetic ah!
But as we were discussing, if have handsome deh.
We wont mind ah. LOLS, clarissa and wanli, you know what im thinking yeah. LOLS!
Ended played and played. Lose $10. While, clarissa lose $20plus.
Th both guys win. Daddy and his friends. (:
Morning bout 9plus, went t have breakfast and bused home soon.
While dadyy gg home and rest and gotta g for his report and interview.
& Clarissa trained dwn t pasir ris for her work. (:
Reach home bout 10plus morning, bathed and sleep.
Wokeup bout 12plus midnight.
Power ah. Hahah. Darm feaking shag.
Here im blogging. :DD

Im really having enuff thinking of you.
You make me think alot yet kinda give false hope.
Everytime, i see you. I feel happy.
But when im not with you, i feel weird.
Do you miss me, th way i miss you?
I doubt so.
Things alway happen not right. Maybe we should not hae contacted whn you're out.
We should just remain normal?
Its my faults, i guess.
Or its just FATE?!

End work at 930pm yesterday.
Cab over t geylang lor 27a meet wanli and her friends.
Named, alvin, ken, sky and max.
Lols, but never really talk.
Went t thai pub awhile thn off t boat quay.
Soon, we reach boat quay, they say like not fun.
So chng t ' armani ' which is located at beach rd thr.
Not really sure th exact location either :/
Sing and drink and sing and drink.
Lols, they are good guys indeed.
Received message ask me g over t ' supper club '?
But i din g, its not fun at all from what i listen t my friends.
So no point waste money and energy g down, pointless! (:
Ended drinking at 2plus, went over t have frog leg porridge.
Thumbs up yeah! :DD Nice.
Soon, thinking of whether wanna dwn back t bq again.
Having a big struggling. Ended up, stil went down.
But not t drink? Abit dont understand why stil g down in th first place.
Big questions marks! LOLS o.O
Chatted and get t see many familiar faces as all got club deh.
LOLS, some dont know thn they were sitting inside having their drink.
While us sat down th rd side and chat. Abit pathetic ah. Hahah.
Some vomited, some dancing inside th pub like they in club lidat.
Cum they are GIRLS. Omgs! No shame ah. (:
Soon, waited for 6am t cab home.
Shared cab with alvin as he stay bedok. Its raining darm big.
So he stopped me under my block th car park. Tyvm mr nice guy ~ :]]
Went home bathe and slept, without even waiting for my hair t dry.
Too tired le. Wokeup at 9am, but supposed t wakeup by 7plus cos meeting friend for breakfast.
But i text and no breakfast for this morning.
Bathe and washup, jiu cab dwn work place. $9 lo. Ex sio :/

Work and work, sales darm bad. Hais, whys cnt boss understand us more?
Its you think its so easy, you try out and you'll regret.
Ended work, supposed t meet wanli t eat at bedok market 85.
Ended up, she's sleeping. So i bused home.
Bathe and using comp now.
Im off tmr. Hahah! Who wanna g out with me? LOLS (:

I decided t giveup.

Helloooooooooooooooo!
Been mahjonging for th past few days. Bth sia. LOLS! (:
Have t control.

Sigh. I've been wanting t tell you but i dont dare. How?
Sometime you make me think alot.
I dont know should i be happy or not eh.
Alot question mark ah!
Tell me how and what should i do eh? :/
I really need an ans. I've been troubled and confused bout this for quite long le.
Cn you help me out? (:

I dont wanna g work eh. But cannot eh. How?
I really dont wish lah! :]

Yesterday, off but wokeup early t take pay.
Meet huiling for breakfast and thn bused t bedok meet ah hong.
And she fetch us dwn t office.
LOLS, if we knew its so near, should have went dwn by ourself.
Its located t macpherson primary. (:
Meeting and talked bout stuffs.
How t maintain good services and all.
Til bout 1hours plus.
Take cheque and went cousin house.
While waiting for jeric, slept at cousin house.
Bout 3plus, bathed and meet him at bencoolen.
Went t trim my eyebrow first. Hee! Its growing long. :]
After which, went bugis junction basement t eat.
Thn went over t iluma for movie.
Watched t ' hangover '.
Its so nice and funny lah. LOLS, th baby is so cute. :DD
Thumbs up, should g watch!
Ended th show bout 7plus. Sitted dwn & think of places t g.
Ended up, went dwn katong for singing session. T wo person.
But quite good, dont have t snatch th mike. Hahah.
Awhile, his friend came over t sing and off he g work.
Not bad ah, both their singing.
Come on, its jeric right? :D
Soon after singing, actually wanna g eat katong laksa deh budden close.
So cab over t geylang east mac and have dinner.
Think and think, ended up g mj at his house with wanli and clarissa.
My luck was quite good, played three pok, win 20plus.
But they play owe deh. So haven take th money. (:
Bused home bout8plus in th moring.
Feeling darm shag and tired.
Contact lenses making me feel so itchy and whole body so sticky.
Reach home, bathed and sleep straight. Too tired t move or whatsoever. :]
Wokeup bout 7plus at night.
Eat and stiffs jiu watch tv.
Nothing do. Shun bian messaging with him. LOLS!
Idiot you (:

Pls, remind me t bank in my cheque.
Or not no money take.

Labels, i dont know what t do.

Nothing much too post eh.
Hee!
But stil update abit.
Went elvina house for mahjong few days back.
No tai cn hu.
Lose 6dollars t her mummy. (:
Kinda sian.

Tmr getting pay le, so happy.
Gotta meetup with huiling early.
Ah hong driving us dwn t office.
Tyvm (:

Labels, confused and concidicting.