HELLO (:

2010-04-11T06:04:00.000-07:00

Getting sick of clubbing.
Need some healthy activites :DD

2010-04-08T06:14:00.000-07:00

MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS =/

2010-03-28T21:11:00.000-07:00

Club rebel, Powerhouse, rounding and MAHJONG! :)

2010-03-21T02:41:00.000-07:00

When I see you I miss you But then I remember what you did and I hate you. I need to get you out of my mind, i seriously need to.

2010-03-11T19:11:00.000-08:00

Sometimes its not we dun want to ask for it but its just to difficult. why dun u guys just check it out here..

60 THINGS A GAL/LADY/WOMAN WANTS BUT WONT ASK FOR!!

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her everywhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - ONLY if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE IT AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26. DON'T lie to her
27. DON'T cheat on her!
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants

29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
46. Rub her back--feels good
47. Give her your coat if she's cold--thats always cute
48. Write letters on her back with your finger--feels good ;D
49. Let her sit on your lap
50. DON'T poke her hard...but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.
51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.
52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she's BEAUTIFUL
53. Keep conversations flowing...talk about anything usually they just go along with it.
54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionatley and gently.
55. Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind--loves it.
56. Kiss her in the rain.
57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.
58. Slow dance with no music
59. Don't ignore her or be nerveous around her--everything is going to be okay.
60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you'll be good to go. :D

2010-03-10T20:03:00.000-08:00

Sorry readers, I'm lazy to post. So will only upload pictures.
Getting sick of my blog, dont come thn. :)

You turn me off totally.

2010-02-28T06:32:00.000-08:00

Ph again. :)

2010-02-21T09:15:00.000-08:00

Club oasis and Ph.
Guys are just JERK!

2010-02-11T23:31:00.000-08:00

No wish for hope, if only you wanna get back disappointment! :)
As usually, no gg out wit ppl on valentine, Hahaha!

2010-02-07T16:49:00.000-08:00

Ph on this coming wednesday, mayb friday and sat too?
Thursday gonna stay home do hse work :)

Treasure me before i turn my back away.

2010-02-06T18:37:00.001-08:00

如果我得到你的人, 却得不到你的心, 就算得到全世界也不开心 ; 我想问一问你, 能否爱我一次, 遗憾我并不是你唯一. 若果我失去这一切, 能换来你真心, 就算失去全世界也不伤心 ; 我以为人一起, 心就会在一起, 可怜我还一直为你钟情.

2010-02-04T06:16:00.000-08:00

HOPE OR WISH BETTER?
I DONT WANNA BE A 'JOKE' AGAIN :)

Lonely Valentine's day?

2010-01-31T04:18:00.000-08:00

Ph on wed, friday and saturday.
APPLE, let stop clubbing? Lol :)
I believe i can la ~ JYJY.

2010-01-28T04:00:00.000-08:00

Ph is th sex yo! (:
Don't say you like, when you don't care.

2010-01-25T05:31:00.000-08:00

Its a girlie affair.

Here’s to all the girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning & be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, & moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened.

Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, “I only want to be your friend” one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves & misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute.

Here’s to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we we’re stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught crap from our parents, & even sneaked around to see him for while. We went through the great stage with no fights all over again. We started this out thinking we would be just friends, & ended up falling in love with him again. We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like we were dreaming. This is for us.

Here’s to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days. Here’s for the tears cried and dried all over again. We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldn’t possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early. We trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us. We learned to settle for someone who didn’t treat us the way we should be treated.

Here’s for the ones who did their hair and makeup & put on their prettiest earrings, only to hear him say that he couldn’t see us today. The ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else. We just couldn’t believe that he could do this to us again. This is for those great girls, who loved him more than words can say,& took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn’t bear to look back on their lives one day & wonder “what if”.

This is for the girls that stayed up all night long listening to him whine about an ex girlfriend who cheated on him, & cried during the entire conversation. The ones who hoped he would realize that he deserved better, that he deserved us. When he said that he loved you, but he was in love with her, he didn’t mean it. This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with.

This is for us girls, who somehow managed to get him to forget about her, & get him to tell us that he was in love with us again, only to have him tell us three weeks later that “things were going too fast, he needs time”. Here’s to the girls who couldn’t cry to their friends because of how stupid they felt. The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again.

This is for the ones who couldn’t bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear of an “I told you so”. The ones that could just tell that they had made a mistake by ever allowing him into their hearts & their dreams again. We knew that we deserved better the entire time that we deserved a guy who would call when he said he was going to, one that would come see us whenever he got the chance, one that would really care about us. We just wanted the one that we loved like that.

Here’s for the ones that finally realized that he never gave a crap about them. Here’s for the time that he broke your heart again. This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, & the tears that turned into anger, then disappointment. Here are for us girls who finally realized that we deserve better.

This is for those confusing days, when you miss him & want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist. Stay strong and remember that relationships are like broken glass; sometimes it’s better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together & get hurt.

Remember the times you cried & how long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that. When ‘your song’ comes on the radio, turn the station. When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made & tries calling, turn your phone off. When he tries coming to your house, don’t answer the door. Think of the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation & the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering where the hell he was. Think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the night & how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn’t him, and realized that once again, he hadn’t called when he said he was going to.

One day you’ll find a guy, who’s worth all the tears, but he won’t make you cry. You may think that you’ll never care about someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will. It’s going to hurt like hell, & it’s going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal. This is for those girls who fell back in love with their ex, only to get hurt all over again.

Thumbs up! Hahaha.

2010-01-21T02:59:00.000-08:00

Its a girly affair with DJ KZEE at powerhouse.

I love lying on you. I miss hugging you!

2010-01-17T03:32:00.000-08:00

I MISS YOU BADLY!

2010-01-14T16:52:00.000-08:00

Ph on wednesday with shuyu and friends.
Not tts packed as i think. (:
Stil got space dance. Heee!
Spotted some cute guys thr.
But im happy! Lol, dont tell why.

Today whr shld i go? D:

Your story interesting! I love it.

2010-01-10T17:47:00.000-08:00

Finally met up w xiao boy. Its like years since i last met him.
Went ph with three different groups.
Run here and thr. Saw ashton too. Heee.
Becoming more and more handsome ah (:
Party ended with ' BAD ROMANCE ' at 4plus.
Went to mac with them and home at 6plus.

Its super qiao. You and him are good friends in poly. Lol!!

Time for reflection.

Though i don't know wht really happen between us.
But things chnge. Mayb my faults, mayb your.
I don't know. If anythings, pls talk t me in person.
I don't wish t hear anythings behind my back.
I will stil treat you as good friends or sister. If you don't want.
Nothing much i can do. But alway rmb, not happy. Come forward t talk or confront me!

2010-01-08T14:59:00.000-08:00

2010-01-07T06:41:00.000-08:00

Rebel last night.
Was not as fun as i thought.
Still powerhouse better. Lol!
Drink, drank and drunk.
After rebel, walked to bk eating house w linken.
Eat and chit chat quite alot things. But wont be saying out here.
Home at 6am.
Went to have breakfast w didi.
Bathed and sleep.

Which group shld i meet tmr? Confused. (:

2010-01-04T07:24:00.000-08:00

I hate my life. I find it so meaningless! How?
Study deh study, army deh army! D:

I cant find anyone to pei me, i feel so lonely.
I truely regret.

No more relationship ESTHER!
You can live ur life well w/o guys! (: Jyjy.

2010-01-01T15:05:00.000-08:00

CONFUSED FEELING!

I DONT FEEL LOVE D:

2009-12-28T09:11:00.000-08:00

Christmas this year not tts fun D:
But im happy i met YOU.

Enuff of club, start t get tired of it.

New year countdwn mayb gg sabai sabai. Not cfm.

2009-12-24T00:48:00.000-08:00

Outing at kbox!

SORRY, SORRY!

2009-12-21T18:45:00.000-08:00

Photos are here. Some taken on bus, some outside ph and some inside.
Ph was pack like hell. Cant stand underage event! Lol D:

I got s story t share.
Lomg ago, there was this man.
He claim that he is a joker s he went around telling pples jokes.
At first, many had pleased by him, and slowly th whole town know him.
Thn one day, he met this pretty lady who came from another town.
He fall in love w her in th first sight.
S he came forward and start off w his jokes.
But no matter wht joke he sais, th lady only smile.
S he start t wonder, is it his joke not eunff funny?
Is it he lost his ability t make pples laugh?
Ans as he keep wondering, he start t get more and more emo.
Until a state, he dont even wanna t open his mouth.
One day, he went and ask th lady,
why my joke cant make you laugh?
N th lady replied, who r you actually?
Did you ever tell me joke be4?
At that moment he realise, is not his joke not funyy enuff.
Is just that he was not evern in th eyes of her.
But even if he realise, is all too late.
He totally lost his skill t crack joke.
And from that day onward, he left th town and nvr smile again!

Seriously, after reading, i cry.
SOMEONE send me by his phone and typr out all by himself.
Im sorry, all i can give is unhappiness.
Mayb, by leaving me make you feel happier.
Thanks for all those happy memories.

2009-12-19T19:12:00.000-08:00

Im kinda lazy t blog anythings!
Tired and moodless.

Ph tonight? (:

2009-12-13T21:05:00.000-08:00

My collections! Lol. (:

Time t brood over relationship again.
I hate th feeling but im i have t face it.
Hey boy, i know you treat me v good.
Since th day at ur hse, help me buy eye mo and stuffs.
I know you dont even buy somethings for others.
But you did went dwn personally t get it for me.
Text me everyday, cheer me up.
Promised t text me a joke everyday (:
I think, i know and i understand.
But somehow things happen t fast.
I dont have th feeling for you now.
But as i say, i cant assure bout the future.
Knowing tts you wei le me, scarficre alot.
Cant help but just saying thanks. Not i wanna be polite.
I know i cant becos of th good you treat me and be w you.
But somehow i feel its totally wrong! I cant help it.
Feeling totally lost and useless. Help ~
Knowing that youre stress over me and ur brothers.
How i wish i could do somethings. But i cant.
If one day you disappear from my life, i will be hopeless.
Cos im just too used being cared by you.
Texting and calling each other everyday from th start i know you.
Making me happy by all ur actions.
Nothing t say except for a big THANKS!

Yes, im a big bully.

In either way, im not happy but trying t be.

2009-12-09T20:54:00.000-08:00

Went bugis w jiejie on monday. Is her off day.
So gotta accompany her out. Hmm.
Bathed and bused down bugis at aroung 4plus.
Went dwn bugis street t get sis shoes.
Soon aftermath, t bencoolen t get our eyesbrow trim.
5plus bused down douby ghuay meet amanda and sandra t meetup w they rest for movie.
Watch ' couple retreat '. Nc 16. Not that nice, but funny. Lol :D
After which cabbed t geylang slack and drink.
Not drunk but seh. Head darm giddy.
Homed at 8am. Bathed and sleep.

Wednesday, amanda darling and sandra lao gong and meet them for mj w amk cliques.
Bathes and bused down but 7plus 8.
Surposely meet aron and jiankai mj deh. But aron fallen asleep.
Last mins cant get kaki. Thanks ERIC for asking pples play.
Starting play three leg thn soon ERIC's friend came.
Thn play one pok. Soon aron called and join us.
Was texting eric all nights.
Played til morning, both me and jiankai win they two. Lousy (:
Cabbed home w amanda and aron. Thanks for th cabby.
Homed at 7plus, meet didi eat wanton mee and back home.
Bathed and talk t eric on phone til 12plus thn sleep all th way.
Wokeup at 11plus night time, bathed and eat home cooked food.
Thn accompany didi watch ' shuang tian zi zun '.
Nice show, but old le.
Aftermath, didi went sleep.
& Eric pei me talk on phone and i went central buy things and transfer money.
Homed w heavy things. Ohmy!
Chatted w Eric all th way and soon sleep at 3plus.
Wakeup and here im blogging. Shld be not gg out!
Nobody ask me out. Heee.

Which kind soul wanna bring me out?

I dont want a LONELY christmas this year :]

Thankyou ERIC. You are a good soulmate, (:

2009-12-06T05:43:00.000-08:00

Back t blogging. LOL!
Friday meetup w sandra t bugis make my nails, soon amanda dar came.
I spend $32.90 for th new nails. Hee! Happy :D
Cos rebecca all like it.
Hmmm, soon went fushion played pool w laogong and darling.
Thn bused over t geylang. Hee!
Meetup w aron, rebecca, edmund and weikiat.
Slack, chill and g one pub drink. Idk wht name.
After which, cabbed dwn boat quay ' shebangs '.
Drink all th way, but surprising, i din drink at all. No mood.
Idk why too & they drink beer. Ohmy! I dislike BEER.
Half way, cherylene baby came over.
Kinda miss her, s long din see her. LOL!
Around 5plus, went over bk eating house t eat.
Soon cabbed home w dar, edmund and weikiat. Thanks for th ride! (:
Sleep til 12plus, wakeup. Cos period came finding me half way.
Thn shag and pain! Ta bolei tahan!! But no choice.
Rest back and soon edmund call for mj session.
Bathed and bused over amk thn aron cabbed us down t th place.
Thanks uh for th cabby. (:
Reach th place, while aron buy mac up.
Soon, th mj session start. Starting played twenty cent, fourty cents.
Kept winning all th way. Whoo! Shiok laaaaaaaaaaaa.
Alot peoples at his hosue, Ohmy!! Like those gambling dan.
Mj, mj and black jack! But poor sandra. Only see but nvr play.
While EDMUND KEEP DISTURBING ME! Ta bolei tahan uh!
Joker of th day! You know i know. Nth much t comment bout this.
Last pok play firty cent and one dollar.
Kepp losing aftermath, shagggggggg ~
But heng heng bei feng bei win back. Zi mo five tai! Yes uh :DD
Overall, win $60. Went t eat mac and cabbed home w amanda.
Home and bathed! Soon fall asleep.
Wokeup bout 7plus. Bored!

Anyone wanna g out? LOL.

Sorry for not replying ur messages.

Girl, hope history wont repeat. You know wht im saying.
Or not meet up with ps. Big love!

2009-12-03T06:02:00.000-08:00

Ytd around 6plus, went down tamp meetup with amy, darry and you sheng.
Kinda long time din meet them le (:
Went t eat pastaminia. Orderd th wrong dish. Shag, but nvrmind uh.
Soon after eating, slack awhile. Thn they went home le. As they're working.
I thn meetup with siewyin for mj at ivy house.
Was lack of one player. S searching our phone contact for peoples.
Ended up decided t find desmond cheong. Smoke and we g up.
Played 4 poks til morning 7plus.
Bused home and bathed jiu orhorh le. (:

Thanks da zhu for acc me chat. LOL!
Thinking of bringing me g whr this christmas bah :D

Friends are impt?

2009-11-29T01:36:00.000-08:00

My babes are hot, aint them? (:

Wave house @ SENTOSA.
Not tt happening as i thought. So kinda disappointed.
Mayb zouk out will be better :D
Saw some irrating things. Ohmy! Those who know shld know what i refering t. LOL!
Thanks max for sending us back.
Home at 4plus. Bathed and sleep.

Why my close girls friends alway leave me for their boyfs?
Sigh, it happen again and again.

2009-11-27T17:11:00.001-08:00

Okays, i think i know le.
Friends dont stay for long.
Like C and D.

Bye! D:

2009-11-24T18:26:00.000-08:00

I found this dua pao at home. Mum say its for dad, whn new year. (:

Isnt it cute? :]

Monday went singing session with two girlfs at bedok.
Sing for 5hours plus. Ohmy, s tiring! But its fun.
Ended at 7pm. Max xame over and we had our dinner at 85market.
Thumbs up for their food. (: STING RAY.
Aftermath, mj session at tampines 800plus.
Played til morning 9plus. Ohmygod! Played 5 pok. Th most i played. Hahah.
Cabbed home w dar. Bathe and sleep.
Wokeup at wednesday morning 6plus.
Totally slept for 17 hours. Power uh.
Sorry those i din reply message or answer ur calls.
Went downstair eat breakfast w bro and freddy.
S long nvr eat th bar cho mee, its stil delicious t me :DD
Homed at 8pus and here im using comp and blog.

Later might be gg out w jiejie as her off day.
Another chances t use her money. LOL.
I know im mean but who cares.

Sometimes i wonder . . .

2009-11-22T05:43:00.000-08:00

Yesterday meet junyu for mj at tampines 100plus.
Play one pok, 3mao, 6mao. Ohmy, base $250.
Ended up lose 18. Shag!
Follow by that cabbed over pasir ris mj with wanli, ivy and neek.
Play four pok, same 3mao, 6mao. (:
Won $70. Not bad uh. Hahahaha!
Home at 9plus. Bathe, eat and sms awhile jiu sleep.
Wokeup at 8plus while gugu came pass something t father.
Now im here using comp.

GUARDIAN ANGEL *

2009-11-19T20:01:00.000-08:00

Two days ago was jiejie off days, s gotta pei her out shopping.
I love gg out with her cos can spend her money. Hahah, i know im bad la.
But i know she love and dote me. (:
Wokeup aound 1plus, bathed prepare and bused down bugis first.
Went t trim our eyebrow, buy shoes, shirts.
Thn around 4plus bused down t cini.
As jiejie wanna watch movie, 2012!
Be4 watching, grab some food at pastamania. As whole day nvr eat. Hungry *
Im kinda forced t go watch with her. But i din regret.
Its nice and touching but i din cry. I wonder whys :/
Rating 4/5. But its a long show, two hours plus. Ohmy! :D
Thn after movie, meet junyu outsid cini pass him his psp.
Four hunks wearing army smart 4, cute uh? LOLS.
Soon jiejie went t find her work friend at centre point.
Tag along awhile and off i go for mj.
Took 20$ from jiejie t top up ezlink and eat. Thanks sis. :]
Soon, i reach aljunied meet up with my new friend, DOM.
Hahah, while he pei me wait for my two babes t reach here for mj.
Thanks my new friend.
While waiting, played ' euno '. I think i spelled wrongly.
I keep lose, shag. But he said i bully him. I din i swear. Hahah!
Bout 12am plus, went up jeric house t start mj.
Played and played. Thn morning 6plus eat breakfast tgt. (:
Home sweet home at 7am.
Bathed and sleep, darm tired!

Din g out th whole day. Hahah.
Bored t th max. Message with babes like no ending.
But im enjoying it, whoo whoo. :D
Talked t fred on phone. Finally, we can be like friends.
Ohmy. I waited quite long for this days.

Wokeup at 10am plus today just t serve my foods in cafe world!
Darm tired but need chiong lvl. Hahah. Jiayou!
Im chatting with jianhao now. Cya reader. (:

2009-11-17T07:03:00.000-08:00

Nothing t blog recently
Yesterday went zicra. Darm packed. Abit waste money. (:

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实这份爱没停过.

2009-11-13T08:47:00.000-08:00

Din g out th whole day as its raining.
When im alone, i tend t think of you.

Tmr might be gg out t play or enjoy t forget everythings,
Shall see how.

Imissthpast. (:

2009-11-12T06:18:00.000-08:00

The day be4, went hougang with clar and cheryl t play mj.
Quite a last mins rush deh. Cos cheryl surpse t go boat quay uh.
But never, s jio me for mj. Cab over at around 1plus from tamp dwn t ubi thn t hougang.
Quite ex uh, $20plus. Hahah. But i dont really mind uh.
PLayed two pok, win $12 :D
Than around morning 7plus, cabbed back t chup lao with same peoples thn from thr.
I cabbed back ubi while sending clar t bustopp.
And she ownself bused back.
Wokeup at around 6plus.
Bathed and eat jiu bused over t pasir ris, huiling bd.
Toke 21 and walk into pasir ris park bbq pit 10.
Reach thr saw joanna, cs, baby they all.
They are starting th fire. But seem like no used uh. LOLS.
Slack, drink, played poker and eat.
Whoooooooooooo, got my favourite prawns! Hahah.
Ended up, huiling drun cos we keep make her drunk.
3plus we gotta t use trolley drag her take cab. OMG!
Darm heavy ah. Buay tahan sio.
Than down t boat quay and meet up with friends.
Talked and drink. Home at 9plus.

After talking t you, i realise what i really need and want.
Ya, true i dont have th courage.
Cos i fear. Thankyou alot for waking me up (:

Had a big big quarrel with him.
Cos i bluff and lie t him.
But smetime i dont mean t, cos what you say and do really scared me.
What more you stil expext me do.
You told me once i tell you whr i went, you will let go me.
But you cant and you din. Whys?
I really tired and SCARE of you.
I know you will be reading my blog deh.
Hope you will fully und what i mean and said.
But i cried over at th bbq.
I din know you meant s much t me.
You can scold me slut or whatever cb.
I wont say anythings. Cos im in wrong.
Say i can meet guys but i cant meet you, whys not say whys i dont wanna meet you?
Cos IM SCARE! You tried threatening me.
Now is become i scare you not love you anymore. Get it?
I really love you but i stil choose t leave you.
Cos i dont want us keep quarreling over th same things and we cant adapt t each other lifestyle.
Over all, thanks for caring and be thr for me when i runaway from home. (:
Hope we're stil friends.

I might as well remain single? Maybe that wil be better. Agreed.

2009-11-08T21:21:00.000-08:00

Hellos peeps.
Can you recongise me in this class photos? LOLS :D
Randomly upload deh. Bored uh. Haha.

Can anyone teach me thai? Im seriously interested t learn.
Thankyou!

Baby, we're gg out later. Looking s forward t it.
Chan rak khun Baby. (:

2009-11-07T05:53:00.000-08:00

Baby, many things had happen between us.
Be it, happy or unhappy things.
We just been thru alot.
If one day i've t leave you, i wont bear t.
But its my last restort. Im scared by you.
Your threatening words hurt me deeply.
All i can do is t be alone and cry.
Other than crying, i cant do anythings much.
There many many thing i wanted t say t you.
But i just cant say it out! Its all hiding inside my heart.
I know im unreasonable and attitdue. But i dont mean it.
Ya, true. Come period doesnt mean im th biggest.
As you have t do whatever i say, but i just CANT CONTROL!
I know you have been giving in alot alot.
But when im in wrong, i tend not t apologise.
But deep inside my heart i know im wrong.
While blogging all these, im crying.
Not trying t gain ur care or sympathy.
But i just cant control my tears.
Been many many time, i tried.
But just now, i bust out crying. I dont know if you stil care and love me.
But i do LOVE YOU.
A big SORRY t you my baby! D:

Tearing rolling down my cheek.

2009-11-06T02:04:00.000-08:00

Oh well, din go out for th whole day yesterday.
While baby went t ' NANA '. Sigh. He din bring me go. LOLS!
Was bored at home, watch tv, sleep and eat.
But no choice, given my this condition cant go out.
Sick since monday til now. Cough and cough non stop.

Yes baby is bringing me out this monday.
How i wish monday faster come, IMISSHIM like hell. (L)

After reading ur blog, i found out what true friend are.
They cried for you.
Be thr for you when you need them.
Somehow, i miss th time i run away from home.
Two precious are thr for me alway.
Eat tgt, sleep tgt, have fun tgt. Almost doing everything tgt.
If i could choose again, i would choose t run away from home again.
I miss you two. C and WL.

2009-11-04T01:30:00.000-08:00

Sigh, out of sudden feeling unwell.
Sore throat, fever and cough. All come tgt. Knn!
Not sick jiu not sick, sick jiu very jialat D:
Hmmm, staying at home these few days.
Never meet baby for three days le. I miss him so much.
Meeting him tmr perharp. Im gg crazy. LOLS!

T guest, even though i really copy urs.
That does not give you th right t scold me slut.
Comeon, say properly and i will jolly well delete away.
Hey, by posting it in my blog, you shld be happy la.
Never say thanks okay le, stil scold me slut.
Think twice be4 you say or comment other pples. (F)

2009-11-01T18:59:00.000-08:00

HELLO :D
Surpose to go for training deh today.
But feeling tired and having period.
So decided not to go. Woke up at 7plus in th morning.
When downstairs eat wanton noodless with didi.
Bought a pack of ciggs and back home. Yawns.
On th comp and use, waiting for baby to wakeup and see if he working.
If not, we're mayb gg out! Yes, long time nvr go out tgt le :D

Baby, iloveyou. (L)

2009-10-29T17:54:00.000-07:00

Slept th whole day, wokeup bout 6plus t have breakfast with beloved mummy. :D
Been long time since we did it tgt.
Ate downstair and backed gome as mummy need to work.
Later gg interview and training at 1pm with wanli darling.
Hopefully will success and i have work lo. Happy!

I wonder if i did th right thing by saying all those to him.
But somehow we cannot communicate and we keep quarreling.
Help! ~ What shld i do. Confused mind now.
Maybe we both need some break.

2009-10-28T12:03:00.000-07:00

Sigh, mayb i shld not said all that.
Feeling darm upset aftermath D:
Hope you will chnge. Imy lots. But im not gonna message you.
Hais. Or maybe you can find a better girl?

2009-10-28T11:04:00.000-07:00

Feeling sad and depressed.
I dont know what shld i do at all. Sigh!
Feeling totally hopeless and useless. Quarrel again and again.

When you're okay, find me back.

2009-10-26T15:23:00.001-07:00

Slept over at baby's place as he's sick.
So went over t take care of him. Caring girlf yeah. LOLS, (bhb) :D
Cab over t meet hi at his house nearby kopitiam.
Ate th fish soup again. We like almost everyday also eat la. Bth sia.
Ate and back t his place. Starting is im tired and he cannot sleep.
But slowly slowly, is i cannot sleep and he wanted t sleep.
As im hungry, i woke him up t buy bread for me as i've a huge urge t eat it.
Starting seem unwilling t buy for me, but he stil did.
Thanks baby, i know i shld not have ask you buy as youre sick. DUI BU QI! (:
Small tiff with him, but fine alr. Hee!
Wokeup bouy 2plus, bathed and pei him go cut hair.
Cut til not v nice but guess what. Its cost $20.
Like farking ex la. But he happy jiu hao, no comment!
Soon, back home t bathe and i waite for him at nearby th playground.
Surposely gg t city plaza t have dinner. But ended up, he did t chu shi for ' jiu wang ye '.
So no choice, im alone.
Called up wanli, wanted t have mj. Waited and waited for her call.
Too long so went up vincent house look for clar and co.
Slacked, use comp and wach tv.
Ended up cancel due t some reasons. Sigh.
When can i have a proper mj session with beloved???
Baby end chu shi called me. As both hungry decided t cab over chinatown eat steamboat.
Eat and eat. Thumbs up! :DD
Now crabs, prawns all still in my tummy. LOLS.
Cab back ubi first than baby back home.
Bathe and meetup with wanli, pei her eat prata with didi also.
Have a nice chat with her. Thank darling. (L)
Back home with didi bout 5plus.

Sorry baby, i should'nt yell and shouted at you.
I know i've hurt ur pride. Im really feeling bad!
One day you read my blog, you will know how much i love and needed you in my life.
Bout your sister stuffs. Find th guy and talk properly, i know you dote ur sis.
Dont too harsh yeah.
Loves *

Later gotta pei jiejie dwn t bugis.
Yes, can use her money lo. LOLS, i know i very bad.
But who cares. I know she dote me too. LALALALALA ~ :D

2009-10-25T08:08:00.000-07:00

Baby is sick now.
Gotta go over his house meet him.
Care for me, i think. But depend on my mood.
See if i stil got see some annoying messages from her.
Two days ago had a big quarrel with baby just becos of her.
Sigh, come on mans! You know he like me yet still wanna pester him?
And pls dont forget ur words t me.
Or trust me, i wont let you off easily :DD

Wanli, its s enjoy yeah. LOLS, you know, i know ley.

Clarissa, I wanna have more chit chatting with you. But you;re alway not free. :(

Cherylene, I know your mimi, i wont say. Esp, HER. LOLS!

2009-10-21T11:37:00.000-07:00

Staying at home today. No mood go out D:
Im seriously tired of quarreling.
Simple things you cnt do and you blame on me, WTH?
So t you, im wrong? Sigh. Seriously, enuff. I tried t let go but i cnt.
You do mean impt t me, although i din say out.
You asked me try t chnge my attitdue, i tried.
Attitdue follow me for 18 years le. I also cn chnge.
But requesting you do simple and small things you cnt?
Whatever la hor. Continue lidat no ending.
But overall, i do love you! (L)

2009-10-20T13:59:00.000-07:00

I wanna watch this show.
Hee. Anyone interested?

Nothing much t post recently.
Hmm. Go out and stuffs.
Play bowling and pool.

T clar and wanli, thanks for th care and concern.
And accompany me. (L)

T fred, thanks for showering ur love and care. (L)

2009-10-16T07:12:00.000-07:00

Its nice, very scary and er xin. Rate, 5/5. (:

Its nice, quite funny and touching. Rated, 4/5. (:

Yesterday went ph, with fat pif, joel, lee lian and wanli.
Quite packed but overal not bad. Had some quarredl with him but we're okay le.
Ended at 3am, chill awhile and backed t his house.
Wokeup around 4plus, bathed and go have dinner with him tgt at nearby.
Soon, he send me t busstop and go out t his things on.
And im here blogging. (:

Peoples sometime tend t have no shame and keep wanting t make peoples pissed off.
By doing this make you cool, go ahead! I dont fcuking care yeah.

Fat pig, we shall not quarrel over her anymore. Not worth.
But rmb what you promised kays. (L)

2009-10-11T04:28:00.000-07:00

Photos will speak on my behalf.
I dont deserve ur love. Set me free, will you?

Feeling hopeless and useless.
Crying alone in th room with nobody thr.
Why will or shld i feel this way? D:

2009-10-09T05:12:00.000-07:00

Sick and tired.
Last few time, i will stil felt impt t you bu things started t chng. I cant take it anymore.
Helpppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp?

Its my wrongs but i just wont admit.
Thr somethings wrong with me. =[[

2009-10-07T01:34:00.000-07:00

Im so bored. Anyone can save me?
Guess im gg for mj session. (:
Ahlalalalalalalalalala!

!$#%^$&%(*#@%&^(&)&(*^$

2009-10-06T04:30:00.000-07:00

Getting abit tipsy. (:

Snap shot of jiejie using phone. (:

Snap shot of HIM while eating at east coast.

Photos speak for me. Lazy t post.
I love my home. (L)

2009-10-05T00:05:00.000-07:00

4BIA.

PHOBIA 2.

On saturday, wokeup quite late.
Had abit arguement with him so delay th timing we shoould meet.
Surpose meet 6plus but ended up, 9plus thn meetup.
But its my fault.

Meet up at my house nearby th bustopp.
While waiting for bus dwn t bugis, smoke ans chat.
Soon, th bus came. Up we go.
Reach bugis around 9.30pm,decided to go have our dinner first.
Had dinner at big bird, called joel and asked him over.
After which, meetup with lee lian for movie.
Watched th ' phobia 2 '. But not tts nice.
I rate it 2/5. Th last part is quite funny.
Overall, still 4bia is nicer, compared t phobia 2.
Quite disappointing. :/
Finish th movie in bout 2hrs time, its around 1plus le.
Joel hungry, so went t nearest 24hr mac t eat.
After which, we're deciding t go whr and drink.
Think and think, lee lian decided ' berberry ' @ chinatown.
But its was 2plus whn we reach, only bout 1hrs plus t drink.
But cn keep th balance, so is okay. Heeeeee!
Thank girl for th treat. :D
While drinking half way, lee lian suddenly cry.
Kinda shocked cos she alway so happy go lucky deh. OMG!
So what if she talk t many guys?
Doesn't mean anythings. STOP CALLING HER ' BUTTERFLY '. Its rude.
Soon its 4am, and they close le.
While we were outside smoking, matthew suddenly call.
Asked us over t oasis. Uh?
Kinda questions mark, he will suddenly called us over.
But sine most of us haven go be4, so jiu cab over.
Its quite packed. Girls, 18 above.
But they nvr check eh. Drink, drank drunk.
Think we'll nvr go berberry and we chnge to oasis.
Hahaha, quite fun lo. But many unfamiliar faces. (:
Saw iris th dancer thr, went to talk t her but she seem unhappy.
So i walk awy first to prevent anythings happen.
Soon, its 6am. And they close too.
They stil thinking of gg bedok drink. Omg, crazy!
Iris call cab for us she knw deh. Thankyou jiejie! :DD
Otw back, lee lian suddenly vomit on joel and on her shirt.
Think she bth le, reach bedok and we guys send her up.
& Its really stink.
Went t restroom t washup joel clothes.
Thn have our breakfast and back home.
I went his house. :)
Sleep and sleep. Sunday night thn went back my own house.
He send me back, so sweet uh. (L)

Should i go for his class bbq? O.o

I think i fall for you.

2009-10-01T20:33:00.000-07:00

On wednesday, suppose t go out with jiejie deh.
Ended up she's tired so nvr go.
I meetup with wanli ad lee lian for movie at century square.
Me and wanli reach early, so decided t go library to return our books.
Thn slowly alk walk til lee lian reach.
Went up to bought th tickets. Catch th ' the ugly truh '.
To me is not tts nice but kinda funny.
Abit sexual, so its nc16. :]
Rating, 3/5. Cos behind behind i fell asleep. OPPPPPS! Hahah.
After th show, walked t 824 t have our dinner.
Half way asked joel over.
Order an $5 hor fan, shared with wanli and lee lian.
Lee lian also order a plate of orh ah. (:
Eat and eat til joel came.
Smoke and off we go.
Walked t take bus dwn t find frederick at lavander as we're gg out later.
Took bus 65, wanli alighted at ubi and soon, i fell asleep on th bus.
Reaching, lee lian woke me up. Darm freaking tired cn.
Thankyou babe!
Sat down at smoking area and smoke.
While joel buy drinks back.
Lazy t move so continue sitting thr.
Guess what? I fall asleep thr too. Kinda ps lah. But who care? O.o
So wokeup whn fred end work.
Off to club berry @ chinatown.
Drink and drink. Saw those thai guys and girls.
Seem like my life is all thai.
Thai songs, thai lanagues. LOLS! Cant believe it.
But its really nice, thumbs up! :]
End at 3am, walked t lucky chinatown t have mac as breakfast.
Slacked and chilled til 6plus.
Cab home aftermath. Tired ~
Reach home, bathed and sleep.

Wokeup on thursday midnight.
Power uh. Is freaking tired lah.
Til buay tahan lo. Dint went out at all.
Waited for him t end work, pei him message and chat til he's home.
Wanted t sleep back, but cant. So now its 11am plus and im blogging alr.
If gg out later, sure shag. Cos never sleep :(

T fred, shall we stop quarreling or aruging?
Im tired of all this stuffs. I know i sometime or cn say most of th time is lidat.
(you know what i mean)
But i dont mean it deh.
Everytime hear her name, i jiu lidat.
You also try understand lo. I also her friend, but she cn contact you not me, WHYS?
Sigh. I dont wish t quarrel anymore. (L)

2009-09-27T19:33:00.000-07:00

Many things happen recently.
What does FRIENDSHIP mean t me?

Friends are those who will dry ur tear whn you cry.
Friends are those who stand by you, whn you need them.
Friends are those who care and love you more thn boyf/girlf.
& many many more.

But why sometime friends will quarrel over friends? O.o
What i need is true friend.
But i did find TWO, CLARISSA CHOO SHIYUN AND SIM WANLI! :DD
ILY guys.

T frederick,
thanks for all you did these few months.
S thoughtful and caring.
I hungry, cook for me.
I angry, let me throw my temper.
But i just cant control my attitdue.
I did try, i really did.
BUT I JUST CANT. I HATE MYSELF FOR THIS.
SORRY, 对不起! (L) :DD

2009-09-22T18:18:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE WEI KIAT! :DD
Been bout weeks i din post any blogs, i think.
Hee, been kinda busy and lazy uh.
All i cn think of is SLEEP, EAT, DRINK! :DD

Hmm, firstly, met up with clarice recently.
She've chng quite alot tts i couldnt even recongise her in th first place.
But they way she talk nvr chng.
Met up with max tgt with clarice, know what.
In fact they've alr known each other, im th one who bring them close back.
Kinda wei da uh. Or cn say i know too much pples. Heeee, joking lah.

Secondly, i've also watch quite alot of movie.
Example, Orphan.
How its interest me, is cos of ESTHER this name.
Its my name. Tts why.
Th story is something like she a nine year old girl in size.
But she's alr 30plus in real age.
She been in hospital be4 transfering her t orphanage.
Becos of her very bad temper and attitdue.
She's also very violent! Cool, in th end, she died! Yes ah, bad bad girl. (:
Abit bad uh me, but too bad. Heee, she deserve it lah!

Gamer, not tts nice. Abit draggy. Rate, 2/5.

Blood ties, its quite trilling. Catch my full attention. Rate 4/5.

Went t weikiat bd.

My very close secondary sch friend.

Surpose t be on 24th celebrate but he's gg brunei for his ns training.

S celebrated early.

Went t meet him at macoherson ite with one of his friend.

Thn cab over t pongool t have dinner t avoid easy vomit.

Have chu cha. Th food thr suck and many. Feel kinda wasted lo.

Total $20plus. Thanks for th treat yeah. :DD

Thn cab over t pongool marnia country club thr.

First time, i g drinking g untilk s far.

Omg! Darm troublesome cn! But bd boy decision. Gotta respect. (:

Kinda got taiji. But haiyo, lame shyt.

Charbo, pls lah hor. Now what century le, stil rounding?

Becos of you thn fight uh.

Make til my gd friend hands swollen.

I will nvr forgive you bytch!

Not happy? Too bad.

Drink, drank and drunk.

Bout 3plus, decision t cab back ad he's drank.

First time i see him drank. Cos he really drink alot.

Drinking, non stop!
Not saigon jiu shi Golden mile, or not bangkok thai.
LOLS, drink til i think head also gg bust le lo.
2 days ago, went golden mile.
I think its my first time been nice.
Went t ah di workplace and drink.
Cos is know deh, martell is cheaper. Only, $158!
Worth it uh? Hahah.
But guess what?
I vomited. Its th first time, i drink i vomit whn i started knowing fred they all.
Kinda ps lah. But no choice, vomit also vomit le. Cnt put back? OMG O.o :/
Back home, w/o bathing, straight sleep.
Later gotta g sing thai at lavander thr. Omgggggggg! Going t bth le lah.
Save me, HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP? LOLS.

MUMMY,imissyou and iloveyou.
FAMILY!

2009-09-06T20:19:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went t clareke quay, supposing pei joel deh.
Ended up, nvr g in th 'v3''. Cos scare will check thn got underage deh.
Sigh, thn meetup with rave.
Aguy who i know less thn 3 days, i meet him up.
Cos he's near clarke quay too.
While thinking of gg whr, im super hungry so went t bk eating house for late supper.
Clar, joel, wanli acc me. Thankyou babe and hunk! :DD
After eating, rave came fetching us t what nemo pub, lols!
Thn drink and sing song.
Soon, his friends went home, only left me, wanli, rave and his cousin.
S thinking of gg tangjor pagar. But nobody thr.
S chng of places t g.
Max xame from geylang t fetch me and wanlki for movie @ cini.
Watched th time traveller's wife.
Quite gd story but abit disappointment (:
Thanks for th treat yeah.
Thn after th movie, went t bedok 100plus for breakfast as im complaining hungry.
Hahah, kinda dua pai uh!
Soon, max sent me back t tampines meet fred, clar and joel.
Sit awhile, went up joel house for mj.
Won total $32. But im not rushing you t pay uh. No worries. You know i know.
Thn back t fred house t sleep.
Been sleeping for more thn 15 hrs.
Messages and calls could not wake me up at all.
Opppps, peeps! Im sorry.
Went for breakfast with same pples.
Now back at his house using comp and thinking of gg whr.

Happy 18th bd JOHNNY!
Grow up le lo, dont keep touch those stuffs.

突然好想你 :DD

2009-09-05T01:54:00.000-07:00

Many things happen.
Hee, running home this few things make me realise many things.
Thanks, clar, frederick, joel and wanli for being thr for me. (L)

F, many im not th girl for you.
But i do understand tts you care and dote me alot.
Mayb it a responsibilty le bah.
But not love.
I see you cry, i also sad deh kays.
Cheerup, promise t take gd care.
We have been t yi lai on each other.
Mayb you shld try t understand.

Suddenly, i miss alot pples.
Sigh.
ILY MUMMY! ((:

2009-08-30T05:38:00.000-07:00

I miss my home, how how how? :(

Been thru many different things.
Examples, friends.
Hais, its very hurting.
I thought its all over le, but seem like, things happen over again.
Can you imagine, how i feel?
We've been s close, yet such things happen.
If you say i wei le work and make you feel wei nan, but i've alr text you many times sorry.
What more do you expect eh? Sigh, enuff and enuff le kays.
Im really tired and enuff of all these.
Friendship hurt more thn relatinship.

Labels, Kepp it t myself! (:

Alone!

2009-08-27T13:41:00.000-07:00

LOLS, sorry for not blogging yeah. Im running away from home.
Here im at ecp mac, blogging.
Using th free internet. (:
Bored,

Many many things have happened.
Be it happy or nor happy.
But th most disappointing is you!
I dont know if you know it but i dont care anymore.
You really disappointed me alot.
Im totally speechless.

Imissmyhome!

HOMELESS!

2009-08-17T00:26:00.001-07:00

2009-08-14T05:54:00.000-07:00

Sigh. Such unpleasent day.
Yesterday night bout 11plus, suddenly jio for mj.
Ended up, decided t g chup lao thr for mj session.
Cab with anqi, huiling and didi.
While clarissa took another cab down.
Bringing one guy down. Which is her so called boyf i think.
LOLS, a guy who she interested in bah.
Not my concern either.
Started playing bout 12plus.
Clarissa took turn t play with her tts guy friend.
Funny ah. Share and ended up lose. (:
Played bout morning 6plus 7.
Went t have breakfast and stuffs.
Jiu bused back ubi.
Once reach home, father was like fcuking angry.
I also dont know whys. Tried t beat us with chairs.
Darm scary cn. I've nvr seem him lidat.
Hais, mayb bad mood. DD:
Thn father took away my phone.
Shyt mans! I cannot live w/o my phone. Omgs! Hows?
Supposed t meet J for movie ltr on in th afternoon, but think its impossible.
S i tried calling him but no ans.
So i asked elvina t text him.
Saying my phone kanna confiscated and not meeting him le.
Im darm so shag and heartbroken cn.
But what t do, i believe its my faults.
So decided t sleep and dont care bout my phone first.
Sigh sigh sigh.
Feeling darm fcuked up.
Wokeup bout 6plus 7.
Keep searching for my phone in my father room.
Finally, after searching high and low, I'VE FOUND IT MANS!
So glad and happy.
Received many missed calls and messages.
Some asking me things, some asking me out.
But im like no mood lo. So rejected all.
Should i just take th phone or put it back th same place as whr he kept?
Think see bah. O.o Confused!
Ate my dinner and here im blogging.

Working at amk tmr with zhuzhu they all.
Hopefully, i wont let my personal feeling affected my work.
Cn i? LOLS, i dont know.

J, i've been wanting t tell you. But i just cant say it out. How?
Last time you woud alway message me once youre awake but nowadays, you dont.
Or im really thining too much.
Cant you feel tts i like you?
Everythings happen for a reasons.
Mayb its fate playing tricks on us.
I hope not.
Parents are driving me crazy, youre th one who i cn rely on.
But seem tts you dont need me.

2009-08-12T10:51:00.000-07:00

Yesterday off.
But wokeup early pei jiejie dwn t parkway for her manicure and pedicure.
Cos she leaving malaysia with her boyf.
Wokeup bout 10plus.
Bathe and washup, jiu cab over t pp.
Walk arounf and found only one manicure shop budden asked us wait.
My jiejie dont want, so jiu continue searching for better and dont need wait deh.
Walk all round pp but no have.
So decided t try our luck at roxy square. (:
Hahah, finally found one. After so long.
Walk in while th lady is still attending t other customer.
So jiejie and i went for a smoke and back t thr.
Started bout 12plus, ended around 1plus.
Its kinda fast cos jiejie told her, she's rushing for time.
I got my nails painted yellow gold while leg, baby blue.
Jiejie nails painted, light pink while leg a darker pink.
She's crazy over pink, while im not.
I hated pink! :]
Cabed home around 2pm.

Once reach home, i fall alseep quite soon.
Wokeup bout 4plus.
Cos gotta meet girlf for movie.
Hahah. Watched th ' Gi Joe '.
Thumbs up! :DD
I wanna watch, jack neo new movie. ' Where got ghosts '.
Nice, who wanna g? :)
Soon after movie, meetup with clarissa babe.
And trained dwn t aljunied t daddy jeric house for mj.
Idiot, half way dwn, he told me, have more legs wanna join in.
So no choice, have t share t play. Like pathetic ah!
But as we were discussing, if have handsome deh.
We wont mind ah. LOLS, clarissa and wanli, you know what im thinking yeah. LOLS!
Ended played and played. Lose $10. While, clarissa lose $20plus.
Th both guys win. Daddy and his friends. (:
Morning bout 9plus, went t have breakfast and bused home soon.
While dadyy gg home and rest and gotta g for his report and interview.
& Clarissa trained dwn t pasir ris for her work. (:
Reach home bout 10plus morning, bathed and sleep.
Wokeup bout 12plus midnight.
Power ah. Hahah. Darm feaking shag.
Here im blogging. :DD

Im really having enuff thinking of you.
You make me think alot yet kinda give false hope.
Everytime, i see you. I feel happy.
But when im not with you, i feel weird.
Do you miss me, th way i miss you?
I doubt so.
Things alway happen not right. Maybe we should not hae contacted whn you're out.
We should just remain normal?
Its my faults, i guess.
Or its just FATE?!

2009-08-10T07:59:00.000-07:00

End work at 930pm yesterday.
Cab over t geylang lor 27a meet wanli and her friends.
Named, alvin, ken, sky and max.
Lols, but never really talk.
Went t thai pub awhile thn off t boat quay.
Soon, we reach boat quay, they say like not fun.
So chng t ' armani ' which is located at beach rd thr.
Not really sure th exact location either :/
Sing and drink and sing and drink.
Lols, they are good guys indeed.
Received message ask me g over t ' supper club '?
But i din g, its not fun at all from what i listen t my friends.
So no point waste money and energy g down, pointless! (:
Ended drinking at 2plus, went over t have frog leg porridge.
Thumbs up yeah! :DD Nice.
Soon, thinking of whether wanna dwn back t bq again.
Having a big struggling. Ended up, stil went down.
But not t drink? Abit dont understand why stil g down in th first place.
Big questions marks! LOLS o.O
Chatted and get t see many familiar faces as all got club deh.
LOLS, some dont know thn they were sitting inside having their drink.
While us sat down th rd side and chat. Abit pathetic ah. Hahah.
Some vomited, some dancing inside th pub like they in club lidat.
Cum they are GIRLS. Omgs! No shame ah. (:
Soon, waited for 6am t cab home.
Shared cab with alvin as he stay bedok. Its raining darm big.
So he stopped me under my block th car park. Tyvm mr nice guy ~ :]]
Went home bathe and slept, without even waiting for my hair t dry.
Too tired le. Wokeup at 9am, but supposed t wakeup by 7plus cos meeting friend for breakfast.
But i text and no breakfast for this morning.
Bathe and washup, jiu cab dwn work place. $9 lo. Ex sio :/

Work and work, sales darm bad. Hais, whys cnt boss understand us more?
Its you think its so easy, you try out and you'll regret.
Ended work, supposed t meet wanli t eat at bedok market 85.
Ended up, she's sleeping. So i bused home.
Bathe and using comp now.
Im off tmr. Hahah! Who wanna g out with me? LOLS (:

I decided t giveup.

2009-08-07T15:39:00.000-07:00

Helloooooooooooooooo!
Been mahjonging for th past few days. Bth sia. LOLS! (:
Have t control.

Sigh. I've been wanting t tell you but i dont dare. How?
Sometime you make me think alot.
I dont know should i be happy or not eh.
Alot question mark ah!
Tell me how and what should i do eh? :/
I really need an ans. I've been troubled and confused bout this for quite long le.
Cn you help me out? (:

I dont wanna g work eh. But cannot eh. How?
I really dont wish lah! :]

2009-08-04T07:33:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, off but wokeup early t take pay.
Meet huiling for breakfast and thn bused t bedok meet ah hong.
And she fetch us dwn t office.
LOLS, if we knew its so near, should have went dwn by ourself.
Its located t macpherson primary. (:
Meeting and talked bout stuffs.
How t maintain good services and all.
Til bout 1hours plus.
Take cheque and went cousin house.
While waiting for jeric, slept at cousin house.
Bout 3plus, bathed and meet him at bencoolen.
Went t trim my eyebrow first. Hee! Its growing long. :]
After which, went bugis junction basement t eat.
Thn went over t iluma for movie.
Watched t ' hangover '.
Its so nice and funny lah. LOLS, th baby is so cute. :DD
Thumbs up, should g watch!
Ended th show bout 7plus. Sitted dwn & think of places t g.
Ended up, went dwn katong for singing session. T wo person.
But quite good, dont have t snatch th mike. Hahah.
Awhile, his friend came over t sing and off he g work.
Not bad ah, both their singing.
Come on, its jeric right? :D
Soon after singing, actually wanna g eat katong laksa deh budden close.
So cab over t geylang east mac and have dinner.
Think and think, ended up g mj at his house with wanli and clarissa.
My luck was quite good, played three pok, win 20plus.
But they play owe deh. So haven take th money. (:
Bused home bout8plus in th moring.
Feeling darm shag and tired.
Contact lenses making me feel so itchy and whole body so sticky.
Reach home, bathed and sleep straight. Too tired t move or whatsoever. :]
Wokeup bout 7plus at night.
Eat and stiffs jiu watch tv.
Nothing do. Shun bian messaging with him. LOLS!
Idiot you (:

Pls, remind me t bank in my cheque.
Or not no money take.

Labels, i dont know what t do.

2009-08-02T07:49:00.000-07:00

Nothing much too post eh.
Hee!
But stil update abit.
Went elvina house for mahjong few days back.
No tai cn hu.
Lose 6dollars t her mummy. (:
Kinda sian.

Tmr getting pay le, so happy.
Gotta meetup with huiling early.
Ah hong driving us dwn t office.
Tyvm (:

Labels, confused and concidicting.

2009-07-30T09:41:00.000-07:00

Time for proper update i think.
My blog like dead for many weeks.

Sigh but thr too much things for mr blog.
& im lazy t type out too.
How?
Aiyah, since over jiu dont bother t much t know bah.

Tuesday after woek.
Met weikiat and wanli went t see them play mahjong awhile.
Thn went over jeric daddy house for mahjong for ourselves.
Lols, waited for clarrisa.
Thn up we g his house.
Played and joked and crack stuffs.
Lmao! Its darm funny lah.
Laugh til no strength.
First time ever i played such a long mahjong.
Its bout 13 hours we played. Impossible but true! (:
Starting is lose 13$. But behind win back.
While daddy and clar both win wanli money.
Power, played so long just 4pok only. LOLS!
Plyed til afternoon 12plus, cabbed back ubi.
Daddy and clar waited for me bathed and chnged.
Thn i went down find them.
But stil need wait for clar mummy t fetch her home.
Waited til three of us tired thn we sleep at void deck.
Kinda embrassed but we are just too tired for anythings.
Yawnssss! Wokeup bout 4plus. Clar mummy thn come.
Omg! Its v v v long lah dey.
But no choice, cannot ps her also.
Thn bused dwn t bugis with daddy.
On bus, we also sleep.
LOLS, i more thn 24 hours nvr sleep.
First time, best records! Thumbs up yeah. =}
Heeeeeeeeeeeee! Thn ate at bugis food court, buy movie tics.
We watched th public enemies. ALSO sleep.
Kinda waste money, we thought it will be nice but such boring show.
Those haven watch, DONT WATCH! Its suck t th core. :(
Th show its around 2hrs plus.
Smoke outside iluma with daddy and his friend.
Thn waited for bus and im home.
Sleep immediately after bath cos too too too too too tired!

Just now afternoon, wokeup around 12plus.
Prepare and bused dwn meet huiling t pass her work stuffs.
After which, meet jiaren at simei ite outside and bused dwn simei t repair my phone.
Nect, whn t eat.
Soon bused dwn tampines meet daddy pei him g cut hair.
Like nvr cut lidat lo, OPPPP! But stil handsome lah (:
After which, pei him buy SPEAKER, not earpiece ah daddy! LOLS (:
Soon train dwn aljunied take ipod from him, waited for it t charged.
Thn done, bused home and bathe and here im using comp.
Installing new msn, so gotta wait.
Bye peeps! G9. (:

Sometime i wish, im her!
是我想太多 :]

2009-07-27T08:53:00.000-07:00

OPPPPPS!
Sorry for not blogging.
Busy with work.
Hee.

Feeling goes out wrong.
Text or call me if anythings important (:

2009-07-12T10:13:00.000-07:00

Does my face really look like PIKACHU? (: LOLS!
Well, asking only.

Saturday start back work again.
Hee!
Th feeling suck cn.
Cos mayb enjoy too much previously.
Late sleep, late go out.
Tired and stuffs :/
First day of work on saturday, work with zhuzhu, liqin and one more dont know what name.
Forget le, i gt stm ah, heeee :)
While working, ah boy ask me over t his cousin chalet.
I old him i mayb gg but i din, too tired le.
Opppppps, next time bah =)
My sales not tts gd.
Cos we gt competion deh.
Like around 5plus 6 til end work, must hit target or not treat breakfast.
My target was 100$, but i din manage t hit it.
Sigh, but dont need treat breakfast. Good ah! :]

Sunday, which is today.
Kinda late ah.
Cos 8am must reach thr, 755am, i just alight bus.
So i ran ran ran and reach thr just nice, 8am.
Phew! Lucky. O.o
Work with new collagues today.
Starting see her, like v dao and unfriendly.
But slowly, jiu okays okays le :D
So, ' dont judge look by its cover ' yeah ~
Heeee, we have competion today too.
Everyone must reach 500$.
But i also nvr, in fact i did better thn sat.
My sales was 200plus gg 300.
Im darm happy lo, first time sio. Jiayou! (:
End work, idiot fetch me from work and send me home.
And, i've bought 2 pair of contact lenses, one black, one grey de.
Guess what, its darm cheap cn. LOLS!
ITS ONLY, 18$ FOR 2 PAIRS.
Worth right? WHOAWHOAWHOA, i tan tio lo. Yes ah =D
Wil getting it tmr or tuesday.

Tmr off. Whr should i go?
No ideas? Ah, i think i know!
Dont tel you all. Heee, lame cn. (:

Counting dwn 3days.
Happy 18th t myself. (:
Its also ong ang joanna 1 year anni.
Sweet, last long <3

2009-07-09T10:37:00.000-07:00

Wednesday, went bugis with jiejie , her boyf and 7664364!
First destination is t pei her rent her ' retro ' costumes.
LOLS! Bused dwn bout 3plus, search high and low for her costumes.
Finally saw one she love it deh.
Search for bout 2hours lo, darm long. But since its her off days. (: So no choice lah.
After renting went bugis t have our late lunch cum dinner bah.
I ate kway chup with jiejie while th guys ate duck rice.
Bu their standard have drop :(
After which, headed t bencoolen t have our eyebrows trim.
Th china ladies even asked th guys t trim too, make me laugh like hell! LOLS :]
But of cos they nvr O.o Cos i cant imagine how wil they look like with trimed eyebrow.
Soon after tts, jiejie and her boyf intend t watch transformer.
Was asking us tgt watch, but we have watched le.
No point watch same show 2 time i think.

After long thinking, decided t watch ice age3.
Heeee! Its darm nice and funny lah.
Sould g watch, its all worth it! Thumbs up :DD
Soon, headed home after tts.
Tired and fun days out thr.
Heeeeeeeeeeeeee! More outing with them bah.

OBSESSED! I wanna watch it lo.
Its seem nice t me. Come on, come on, who wanna watch with me? :)

Labels, sick and tired! :]

2009-07-07T08:58:00.000-07:00

Hee!
Today event quite full ley.

Wokeup bout 2plus, meet him t changi airport with freddy and alvin.
While walking t bustop, saw khry and sw.
Took ciigs from me and go off. (:
Bused t eunos and train dwn t changi airport t eat popeyes.
Its something like kfc. Thumbs up! :]
Thn went t explore and have some ' colouring '
Heeeeeeeeeeeeee, fun cn. Photos upload next time bah.
Thn off t alvin house watch friday th 13th.
Nice nice nice. Scary lah. But drag me t hell better.
Play with baby awhile go home.
Be4 gg home eat at alj, saw papa.
Luckily nvr smoke sio. Or not die! :/
Bused home bout 11plus.
Slack, smoke jiu went up home.

I really dont know who im t you.
Sometime gd t me, sometime like f.

2009-07-06T09:44:00.000-07:00

Boo!
Finally got time t blog.

Well, work and work and work!
Sigh, no choice ah.
Hee.
Sat my first day of work.
Kinda nervous and scare.
I believe everyone is th same right. (:
Wonder why working timw alway pass so slowly?
But, nevermind, i'll get used t it soon!
Jiayou esther. you cn do it.
Overall, its fun working thr.
New envoriment, new faces.
Lastly, thanks 7664364 and freddy brother for coming fetch me from it.
Millions thanks! :]]
Off til saturday, yes ah yes ah!
Cn have proper rest and sleep le.

Enuff is enuff eh, somtime i wonder you treat me as what lo.
Chu qi tong ah? Or what, f cn im human.
And over all, humans have feeling.
Dont wish t say who, think you know who you are.
Try control urself and you'll be a better person lo. HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D

2009-07-02T09:54:00.000-07:00

Hee, two post for today ah.
LOLS!

Just now wokeup bout 5plus.
Went t eat dinner with mumy, daddy and didi at 350 coffee shop.
Order mixed rice and eat and a can of ju hua cha.
Healthy lifestyle ah (: NOT BAD NOT BAD.
Soon after eating, meet 7664364 and freddy for some chitt chatting and slacking.
After which pei them go eat.
Soon back t my house void deck.
Agn and agn, nothing much t do.
Soon, bout 8plus, decided t play ball at factory.
So, play and play til 10plus.
Rushed t buy water and rest for awhile.
Soon back t home sweet home!
Horray.

Huiling jio for mahjong, im tempted t play but no money.
Sigh, so shall see how ba.

Counting down t 13more days t my 18th birthday!
Im so excited.

7664364. thanks for ur company and care!
I really appreaciate. ((:

2009-07-02T02:13:00.000-07:00

Been rush t keep update by blog ah.
So no choice.
My blog really so nice t see meh? Idk :/

Tuesday, watch transformers with 7664364.
Heee! 2 an a half hour siooooo.
So long th show, watch cn sleep ah.
But overall, its nice.
Thumbs up!
After which, head t bugis eat duck rice.
Meetup with jiejie awhile jiu bus home.
Thanks for sending me home yeah. (:

Wednesday do nothing much.
Wokeup bout 4plus, bathed and head t city plaza eat.
I dont know whys i eat and eat, overall i stil love it ah :]
Nothing cn chnge my love for it yooooooooooooooooo!

Thursday wokeup late bout 5plus.
Don know if eating at home or go downstairs eat.
A big big questions mark ah!
HOW, HOW AND HOW?

Working soon, MOMEY MONEY IM COMING AH! :DD
Shall chiong all th way le =p

2009-06-29T10:12:00.000-07:00

Booo guys im back t blogging!
Heee.

On saturday pei jiejie t vivo cut hair.
While waiting for her, meet cherylene t smoke and chit chatted awhile.
Soon, she went off t work.
And so me and him, went off walk walk while waiting for jiejie call.
Bout an hour ltr, jiejie call say she okays le.
So we go off t bugis as she wanna shop shop.
Once reacj bugis, went r eat kway chup and duck rice, thumbs up! (:
After tts head t bugis street and started our shopping.
Buy and buy many stuffs ike clothes and shoes all.
No need i pay but i like ' ah sham ' help her take things.
But worth it ah.

Sunday, went for interview at bedok.
Walk and find th shop for around 10mins, i angry.
So called and ask th exact place.
Finally found, chatted and ask qns and im okays with th interview.
If i really able work, credit all t huiling =]
Soon after th interview, off t city plaza eat with kor.
Eat and eat, is stil th best t me ~
Walk all th way back t ubi. Power ah. Heeeeee :)
Slack and co, night huiling cae and meet up.
Played poker and off we go back home sweet home. (:

Erwin, now you know friends are more impt thn girl, so treat me like ur friend cn?
Im sorry tts i show attitude and blow my top on you.
But somehow you irrated me.
Lets wait til ur feeling fade thn we cn be close friends bah.
Or not its will be never ending ah.
Sometime letting go is happiness!
Wish you all th best yeah.

7664364, Figure out urself since you say, you're clever.
Heeeee! 123456789.

2009-06-26T03:47:00.000-07:00

Yawns, ytd slept bout 3plus.
Was messaging dumbass and erwin.
HEEEEEE! Long time since we chatted so happily ah.
Without any stress.
LOLS! :]
While messaging, play poker and mahjong with didi.
Lamer of us.
SO? We happy cn liaos =p

Wokeup late bout 5plus.
Din know i'll be so so so tired eh.
But while tired im missing him ah.
Good friend. :]]
Wash up, eat porridge and now using comp.
Ltr pei bill go downstair eat dinner.
Good hor. Heeee (:
Nothing much t blog beh.

Jeremy, sorry like kinda bluff you lidat.
Keep ask me cfm thn i nvr meet you. OPPPS.

Erwin, if couple leave each other.
I rather be friends, cos i dont wanna leave or lose you my forever friend. =]

Labels, whn are you coming back?

2009-06-25T03:45:00.000-07:00

Din really go out this few days.
No mood and nowhr go.
So shall stay at home.
Hee, kinda bored.

Yes ah. Finally free from stress.
Peoples learn from mistakes.
I do love you once.

Labels, tell me whys.

2009-06-24T03:50:00.000-07:00

Many things happen recently.
Dont know how t explain.

Yesterday went plaza sing with joanna, ling, cs and maine.
Last time sister group.
LOLS, ling quarrel wih an auntie. Make me dont know should laugh or not. :/
Watched drag me t hell, thumbs up!
Its a nice and scary moive.
Joanna all and including me also shouted.
LAAALALALALALALALALA ~
After which go back ubi slack.
Play poker and co.
Went home bathe and come dwn again.
Finally reach home bout4 plus.
Tired :(

Freddy kor, good t hear tts you and gf okays le.
Anythings slowly solve bah.

Huiling nuer, pls dont joke bout somethings you dont mean it.
She get hurts easily.

Erwin, Sorry i ask for time and eventually hurt you.
Pls try t understand bah.
Anw, thanks for t memories. :]

Labels, i miss you.

2009-06-20T07:30:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not blogging.
Many things had happened, which i dont know how t explain.
Boyf, friend and work! Im darm stress cn.
Hais :(

Erwin, just give me time. I really it.
Im darm confused now. I KNOW YOU DO CARE AND LOVE ME.

Wednesday gg out with joanna they all last time deh sister. Hopefully all cn njoys bah. :]

2009-06-13T06:47:00.000-07:00

Din met baby today cos raining & no money.
Tomorrow kays? :]
I swear i regretted not studying well in secondary.
If i did study well, wont be working this age and earning th amount now.
Darmm shagg.
My leg is like breaking cn. _l_
Hais, no choice.
Many pples say i getting thinner and thinner.
Izzit true? Anys way t be fatter? I seriously need! HELP :(

Labels, Full of regrets!

2009-06-11T08:35:00.000-07:00

Wont be blogging often.
Here's a short post.
Baby came fetch me from work at bout7plus.
He was late, so mean while meet sandra & sufen.
Have dinner with them and baby came.
Soon vincent came.
Hope baby and vincent goanna be okays real soon!
While waiting for bus, saw clar.
Chit chat & gossip jiu board th bus with baby and sufen while she's gg ubi find kai.
Met jiejie and didi dwnstairs house smoke jiu go home.
& RIGHT NOW, IM MISSING BABY :]]

Why humans are lidat? Things they dont like yet they do!
Things they dont like yet have t act like they like?
Enuff of all rubbish.
Bye pples!
Dont keep asking me update ah, will update if free.
MISSES ~ (:

2009-06-08T23:59:00.000-07:00

ST JAMES POWER HOUSE on 7th was thumbsssss up!
Actually, stil thinking if i should go for it deh.
But many pples keep temp me go.
I cant resist temption so i chnge and shooooooo, out of th house.
Met elvina and wanli around 8plus at ui thn bused thnto alj.
From alj, took train down.
While walking out of th train, got one bangala th plastic bag kanna in th middle of th train and th raiways.
LOS, we were like laughing like mad cn. Omg!
Reach vivo bout 9plus. Went long john silver meet amy and co.
They pass me th money and i hlp the buy th tics first.
Once i reach thr, th queze was darm darm long cn.
Its like th longest i've saw in power house :]
Well, bought th tics and they cut queze.
THANKS randall for th guestlist.
So i go in thru guestlist, its shorter and faster lo.
Or not i think i around 1plus thn cn go in lah. Irrating ~
Went in bout 12plus.
Th music alr started and its fantastic.
Dance and co. While got one guys wanted to know and grind sandra.
LOLS, th guy is darm erxin deh cn. Dance and dance like nobody business!
Saw many familiar faces. Junyu, choon rong, clarrisa, yongsheng and many more.
Lazy to name it all out! :] Event ended at 3plus.
Tired and thirsty, so decided to walk to mac and buy water.
But, its not open. Lucky got security sell water but its not cold deh cn.
Darm pissed off lo. But what to do, i've no more strength and energy to walk or talk.
No choice, just drink and rested around half an hour, bth le.
So jiu cab home. Me, elvina and wanli share. :D
Reach home, bathed and went to bed soon. * Tireddddddddd! =[

8th june.
Wokeup bout 5plus.
Meet huiling and joanna for dinner @ city plaza.
Been long time since we three sat down tgt and talk and crap i think.
Kinda miss those time we spend.
Bused back to ubi bout 8plus.
Straight went home, watched tv and co.
Im starting work on th 10th june! Yes ah, been waiting so long le.
Hope its will be a permantly jobs okays? I tired of chnges of jobs. :(
JIAYOU ESTHER, WORK HARD OKAYS? MONEY MONEY, IM COMING!! :]

9th june.
Wokeup feeling so tired. Wonder should meet baby or not.
Coa we bout no money eat and smoke.
Meet le like weird or so.
But im missing him badly cn. Starting work so wil lesser time for each other.
My heart stil goes on. MMMMMuacks! =D

Thanks for being thr for me, dont know if its true but i choose to believe.
16JULY FASTER COME! & I'll be offically 18. :)

Labels, i miss baby!

2009-06-07T00:03:00.000-07:00

Let th photos talks (:

Labels, Money hurts relationship.

2009-06-04T08:45:00.000-07:00

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Goanna post a short post today.
No photos, as my hp got abit problems.
Wait til, when its okays bah. :]

HAPPY 3rd MONTHS BABY.
Ily. (:

Labels, Changes & confused.

2009-06-01T22:00:00.000-07:00

Din meetup with baby for three days?
So once im awake yesterday, rush dwn his house.
Before gg dwn, call his hp but nobody ans.
So jiu try luck & call his house.
His da ge ans, actually kinda pa to talk to him deh.
But no choice, i've alr called.
So i jiu ask him call baby wakeup but baby sleeping like pig lo (:
He ask if i wanna come up, i say ya.
He thn reply just come up, if erwin say you, say i ask you up deh.
So funny cn!

Reach baby house bout 9plus.
Baby gan hao just wakeup.
Pig lah :]
Pei him use comp awhile, i sleep.
V tired.
Wokeup bout4plus by baby.
Keep waking me up eat, cos his mum buy food back.
So i no choice :/
Eat chicken rice, eat abit full so give baby eat.
Now he like a small pig, plump plump, but i like uh (:
So is i yang you fat fat & not you!
Joking joking.
Watch my bao lian deng til 630pm.
Continue watch channel 8 show til 10pm.
Like tv marthon uh.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :]
Bused home with baby accompany at 11plus.
While reach my house area, baby asked if he could snd me til th busstop and i walk home.
I say if you're really tired jiu nevermind lo.
Baby say im such a understanding gf. (:
Of cos lah, or not how be ur gf neh. LALALALALALALALA ~
See you stil dare disturb me or not :/
Walked home alone, while listening to music.
Meet up with didi @ house downstairs, smoke jiu go up.
On air con, once bathed & i sleep.
So shiok cn. =]

Slept til 12plus wakeup today, hungry.
Jiu went down but fan cai eat.
Th weather is darm hot cn. Bth sio!
Rain pls?
& here im blogging.
Not meeting baby today, tomorrow th meet.

Once again, im been treated lidat by you! Just what do i mean to you?
Chu qi tong?

HAPPY 3RD MONTHS BABY.
ILOVEYOU!
THANKS FOR ENDURING ALL MY RUBBISH.
I KNOW I LIKE V BAD BUT IM LIDAT DEH.
YOU CHNG FOR MY SAKE INSTEAD OF ME CHNGING CN?
NLYG, MMMMMMUACKS!

Labels, tired & enuff.

2009-05-30T17:55:00.000-07:00

Boooooooooooooo ~
Actually thr stil more photos to updaet but due to my phone problems.
Will update next time whn its okays bah =]]

Friday whn mahjong with huiling.
Reach thr bout 3plus.
But waited for hiang bout 2hours plus.
LOLS, hao yi shi hor?
Well, over alr over jiu dont say le.
So started mahjong bout5plus.
Didi soon went dwn 108 play ball with kor.
Di say this, kor say that, who shall i believe? :/
Idk `
Played til 3plus thn go home, cab with huilng.
Reach home bathe & sleep.
Bth sio.

Yesterday, while sleeping, x ki called.
I thought im dreaming but its true.
She ask me go slack, at first i say ltr, but i sleep.
Seep til 9plus uh.
Ps, girl, i promise next time i'll meet you okays? :[
Mummy put money give me and di go eat.
So i jiu called kor along.
Bill ask me go eat also, so ended all go centrl eat.
Like what so gathering uh.
LOLS! :]
Home sweet home bout 11plus, watch wo cai.
While bee chou playing mahjong with friends. Stop bout 12plus.
Contine mahjong with his brother friends.
Til morning 6plus.

Today wokeup bout 6plus, i cant go back sleep.
Dont know whys also :/
Here im blogging!
Ltr maybe gg aunty house, but i dont really feel like gg, how?
Should i go? But i feel like mahjonging (:

Getting more & more irrtaed and pissed off by you.
Attitude follow you for life, dont chng jiu too bad for you.

Dont pretend to be close and called me those names but in fact you dislike me _l_

2009-05-28T18:37:00.000-07:00

Sorry for neglecting my blog.
HUILING, naaa! Here's my update okays? :]
Photos below, some is jiejie with jiefu (:

Last few days went teo heng with serene , angie and some others guys from mart.
Din really enjoy myself as th air con thr is darm feaking cold :/
Reminder for all, remember bring jacket when gg thr. :]
Eat katong laksa with serene while th rest went play pool.
After eating headed back find them.
& bout 10plus, all headed home.
Darm angry, waited bus no bus, cab aso no have.
That day i darm suay lah!
Hais, ended up, one cab came and i cab home.

22th May.
My beloved jie jie birthday!
Sorry for not buying anythings for you.
No money :/
But got celebrate for you uh.
Hehe!

For th past few days, only go baby house.
Din really go anywhere else.
Kinda lazy.
Hais, actually surposed to play mahjong deh.
Ended up, one dont play th other also dont want play.
WTH!
Im darm pissed off.
But forget it, dont want waste my time to angry.

Confused & pissed off.
Isn't this what you want?
Dont just come my blog & wanna know somethings, it wont help. LOLS!
I start to dislike you more & more. Dont wish to name out. =.=

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Baby favourite post! :]

Baby ' BAKA ' face.

Light ciggs also wanna act cool. Bth sio =]

Baby small tt time, fcuking cute can!

2009-05-20T11:39:00.000-07:00

Meet baby eary in th morning.
Bout 6plus, went downstairs eat with didi.

While waiting for bus, saw weixin.
LOLS! Forgetful her, din bring wallet so must go home take :/
Soon, my bus came, off to baby house.
Reach baby house bout7plus.
Pei baby eat fried you tiao and drink soya bean drink, smoke jiu sleep.
Very tired de us, soon fall asleep.
Think less thn 10mins. =.=
Woke up bout7plus.
Baby went dwn buy food for me.
Still got my fav balls balls =]]
Thumbs up lah ~
Went home bout11plus with baby send me home.
Reach my house dwnstairs, smoke and took photos.
I must admit tt he look so idiot and me too.
Due to my phone problems, upload photos nxt time.
Dont laugh yo.

Feeling fark up recently, i dont know whys.
You talk to me like wht you know.
No respect, you must lidat treat me meh. No matter what im stil older thn you okays.
Hais, dont wanna say much.
Everybody have their own patiences.
Dont overbroad!
Get out of my sight will you? _l_

2009-05-19T11:30:00.000-07:00

Slept bout 6plus in th morning.
Die le, cant sleep early this few days.
Hais, but thr nothing bothering me ley.
Or is miss baby ley? Who knows uh. :]

Din meet baby today.
Wokeup around 7plus night time. But feeling tired jiu continue sleep.
Bobian, im a pig duh!
Fully awake at bout 8plus gg 9.
Bathe and eat jiu watch channel 8 deh show.
Nice ~ Followed by th channel u 10pm show.
All nice but baby nicer.
Dont know what im typing also. LOLS! =]

Sorry hl, for not playing bb.
Feeling v tired. Next time bah. (L)

Baby, although we like keep disturb each other but some time must got limit.
Or not will really angry deh ley.
Be it you or me.
Sorry for my idiot attitdue towards you.
But you know i cant afford to lose deh.
So seem like everything you must give in to me.
A v big SORRY to you.
But i so love you as much as you love me okays.
NLYG, 030309, 3.30AM! =))

2009-05-18T12:37:00.000-07:00

Din sleep at all til 5plus.
Around 6am, went dwnsair with didi go eat bar chou mee.
Thumbs up yo! :]
Its nice lah.

Atfer eating, went meet baby straight at his house.
Cos miss him too much. (L)
Reach his house bout 7plus.
Straight sleep, with baby hugging me.
So sweet ~
Wokeup bout 6plus 7pm.
I know i can really sleep.
Cos im tired lah :]
Eat baby mummy cook th house food.
Still home cooked food is nicer thn outside deh.
Cheaper and healthly. (Sorry if i spell wrongly) =.=
Watch tv and co.
Went home bout 11plus with baby sending me home.
Pass by bba, dont know who called my name so loud.
Lmao sio! Malu also. OMG! =.=

Baby, LOVE YOU TO TH MAX UH! Cant imagine my life without you.
Its wont happen rights?

2009-05-17T11:31:00.000-07:00

Photos are here!
Im bored so upload old photos.
:]
Baby, I (L) U!

2009-05-17T08:31:00.000-07:00

Been sleeping late his few days.
Dont know whys too.
LOLS!

Slept bout 5am in th morning.
Wokeup 6plus in th evening.
I admit im like a pig :]
But im just tired.
Din meetup with baby.
Give us time to have some spaces and freedom.

Eat and watch tv.
Bored lah dey!
Now im here blogging.

& I NEED A JOBS ASAP =]

2009-05-16T11:43:00.000-07:00

Wokeup late in th afternoon, bout 4plus.
Feeling very tired. Also dont know whys eh.
LOLS! Mayb just finish my period bah, so need more rest.

Having a bad quarrel with daddy and mummy.
Hais, work go out late they kpkb.
Nevr work also kpkb. Haiyo!
Tell me what exactly you all want lah.
Cant i have abit of freedom? Im old enuff lah!
Whatever, dont try me run home. Cos you know i will.

Bathed and bused dwn meet baby at his house.
When dwn mart eat cos im hungry.
Baby accompanied me cos he've eaten.
So at his house watch tv, sleep and co.
Bused back home bout 11plus.
Cos i wanna watch ' wo cai '.
Wu zhong xian is darm funny can! =]]

Maby not meeting baby tmr cos of parents.
& baby also say meet alternate days.
Good ideas! (L)

2009-05-15T10:04:00.000-07:00

Slept bout 7plus in th morning.
& I cant sleep =.=
Must be missing baby bah.
LOLS!

Yes ah. Baby is feeling better le.
Yesterday, met bill, vincent and zi hao at 325 kopitiam.
Buy fries and slak awhile as they wanna go home. So i jiu go home also.
While walking home with bill, passed by bbc saw many familiar faces.
But never talk much.
Kinda no topic, but took a stick of ciggs from sw.
Long long time see you once! Thanks yo :]
Home sweet home.

Bout 1plus, i recieved call from freddy kor asking me go dwn pei him slack.
I was bored at home, so i did.
Went dwn with didi and saw eugene too.
Guess whr they are gg? Its GENTING!
How i wish i could go too.
But i could hardly ton le =[
So, i guess when im older and got money bah.
That day faster come come come!
Went prata and slack.
Morning5plus thn go home.
Im so tired at that time but eugene nobody pei.
But i stil did not pei him.
MY BED IS CALLING ME! LOLS* :]

Today wokeup bout 12plus by huiling messages.
Jioing me for mahjong.
Since baby is sick so i jiu go lo.
But i know i v bad.
I dont mean it.
SORRY BABY! Hope you forgive me. :[
Played and played, almost forget me dinner.
Lucky baby called and remind me.
Thanks baby! You're th sweetest! (L)
Ended up lose.
Baby did say a v good thing.
Baby : You almost evertime lose whys stil play?
Me : I really dont know eh. When got money or free time, i'll think of mahjong.
Maybe i should really quit?
No ideas! =.= Confused mind im having now.

Forget everthing im thinking now.
Just thinking of baby!
You know how much i miss you and love you?
Deeper thn th sea and ocean.
Although i also give you attitdue but i try control.
Dont give up on me alright?
(L)

Shall stop here.
Byes! GOOD9 =]]

2009-05-14T09:59:00.000-07:00

Went baby house around 4plus.
Baby mum and dad also at home.
Baby, whys din you wait for me bring you go see doctor?
Haiyo!
I think you need more rest and water eh.
Hows?
I cant be thr 24hrs pei you.
But i wish i could.
(L)
Watch ' bao lian deng '.
Its so nice and interesting.
Hehehe!
Went home bout 11plus.
Baby din send me home today :[
But i understand cos baby sick.

Get well soon my dear!
Should i go for movie with bill they all?
I seriously dont know.

I start to hate you more, LOLS!
Good9!